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hello, i'm sacri. this is both a slightly more in-depth version of my extended, and some of my boundaries are sprinkled here and there. i kindly request that you keep all of these in mind when interacting with me, and i implore you to read the below in order to properly understand my interactions with you, or others.
to preface, if i have blocked you, it is likely for a valid reason, mostly one that has been mentioned below. if you haven't done any of the below, chances are i blocked you simply because i don't want to interact with you. my friend requests / direct messages are disabled most, if not all the time, so on the off chance you do somehow find a server i don't have them disabled in (1/37 servers i'm in), if you ask / send someone to ask why you're blocked, my answer will almost always be
- i am a heavy masker. i will almost never open up unless you are the first names on these three lists. the only time i ever express my emotions is in the presence of those friends, and through my music. any 'personality' you knew me by in the past was most definitely a front. surprise!
- i am commonly perceived as blunt, cold, and apathetic, and my typing will almost always reflect a similar degree of dryness, and/or formality. i think i mentioned this already, but this temperament is far beyond my control.
- i'll restate this only once. i am a mentally ill individual. when you interact with me, i will most likely show signs of illness, as i suffer from disorders that hinder my ability to communicate properly with others.
- do not interact with me in any capacity if we have unresolved personal issues. (one more time, for the people in the back!) do not step over your own set boundaries to contact me. i'm mostly open to resolving the issues, provided you are not trying to clear things up so you can find something new to harass me about.
- if you have a severe lack in communication skills, or pull problems out of thin air because you don't know how to privately resolve things. i have a profound dislike for those who exhibit extreme immaturity, or a lack of basic media literacy. i'm not above blocking over mischaracterizing my favorites.
- anti-self dx. i have very prevalent mental issues, which started in my childhood. the same person that is the reason i'm ill also doesn't want to admit they had a significant impact on my mental, which is why i don't have the resources i need. don't demonize me just because you're medicated and i'm not.
- don't make assumptions about me, especially about my emotions. that is a one way ticket to swift, solitary silence.
- performative people. there's nothing i hate more than someone whose whole personality hinges off getting reactions from others. on a similar note, if you fake / romanticize mental illness, you will be instantly blocked.