BE NOT AFRAID, SINNER｡
Exor, Med, or etc｡⠀✦⠀ he/any˶
MascNeu terms pref⠀⠀aroacespec
achillean⠀ꨄ︎⠀transmasc gnderfluid⠀⠀
16歳 asian゛buddhist × jpn&phl
intj⠀×⠀sp/so⠀×⠀RLOEI⠀×⠀MelChol⠀×⠀trueneu⠀×⠀4w5⠀⠀♡⠀⠀please don't seriously rely on this to understand me though.
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✦⠀⠀ヤッホー！⠀i'm a 16yo self-taught artist & animator. currently homeschooled and studying topics such as psychology (psychopathology, past ~3 years), sociology (past year), animation (past ~8 years), and graphic design. i've studied japanese very vaguely and can understand simple phrases & katakana, however i'm focused on learning ASL at the moment.
⠀⠀⠀⠀i can be a huge yapper if someone lets me and i adore lore discussions. i'm not one for rare pairs and i don't often indulge in them, but i'll endorse it if a friend likes them. love duoing too. if you ask to match chances are i'll probably say yes, esp if its one of our common interests! i enjoy creating rentries / strawpages / profile decor especially. you can find more about my interests here!
⠀⠀•⠀⠀honorable mentions : fast-paced, team-coordinated, movement-shooter / strategic bullet-hells are among my top favorite genre of games. i unfortunately find cozy games boring and unstimulating. talk to me about strategic gameplay in PHIGHTING!, ULTRAKILL, or any other chaotic game that comes to mind!
002.
✦⠀⠀⠀⠀i'm extremely avoidant. no matter who you are to me, do not expect me to message first. on top of this, do not expect me to reply to you immediately, if at all. i can be irrationally agoraphobic and may struggle under various social scenarios. i typically don't like chatting in conversations with more than one other person outside rare occasions.
⠀⠀•⠀⠀i deal with unstable moodswings and my views on an individual are prone to flipping from positive to negative perspectives within an instant. i also experience consistent anhedonia and this will influence how i will interact with you, or if i do.
⠀⠀•⠀⠀i can't handle affection as well as other people can, and i have issues with maintaining relationships stably. i'm extremely prone to ghosting if i don't want to talk to you, sorry. additionally, my behavior in conversations is more often than not me masking. if i seem to act a certain way, it's more often than not because of something i've perceived from you.
⠀⠀•⠀⠀IWEC at all times. i do not see myself as an easy person to get along with for an extended period of time and i will distance myself from you if i feel that in any way i cannot trust you. i may refer to certain characters as me, but genuinely do not think too deep into this. obviously, i don't think i am them in the flesh.
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please see my boundaries for further information! my dni can be found on a different layout here