Can you tell me what it's like? Or how it's going to be?

I'm not very good with expressing how I feel, so sorry if this comes across a way I don't mean. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you for all of the shit youve done for me in such a short amount of time. I try to be a fun presence for you, and I hope I've been helpful to all of your struggles. I know your pain with all of the stuff you've told me about, and I do everything I can to make sure you have a person to fall back on. I'm very happy being your failsafe. You make me feel appreciated in a way that a lot of others don't. Even reaching out or asking about my interests is something most people don't care enough to do for me. I appreciate your company over most others, and I feel like I can be my true self around you without being made to be wrong or weird. Such a strong way to start all of this out, sorry.

I don't mean to get emotional or sappy on you, but you really do try your hardest for me when you can, and I appreciate it. From the bottom of my heart, I appreciate your confrontational mentality, its a change of pace my life desperately needed. You can keep up with my natural self, and it's very enjoyable for me and it makes me feel very secure knowing you'd come to me ASAP if I ever said something to upset you. I struggle a lot with overthinking and insecurity, so your confrontation and communicaton over all mentality is very important to me. I don't know what to say other than thank you for being the way you are.

On another note, you're incredibly funny and I always look forward to talking to you whether its in our gcs or in dms. You're very close to me and your humor is almost identical to mine which is great for me because I love being able to joke freely. Matikane Fukukitaru is the funniest gem ever prove me wrong? LMAOOOO I really think you're one of the only people I talk to regularly I don't dread responding to. You can keep me entertained without draining my social battery so fast and I can really appreciate that.

I think I would also like to say that no matter what, I will always be here for you. No matter what kind of mood I'm in, I want to be someone you can trust with all of your issues. I want you to have friends who love and appreciate you, because I feel like you taught me in your own way that there are people who see me. I want you to feel like that, too. Is this weird and awkward..? Let me know. I love you Hina, I mean it.

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I was thinking of you, and I figured I should add to this a little bit...I really appreciate you, a lot more than you realize. It's kinda stupid, but I make extra sure to check my email so I don't miss your atabook messages during the week. I really like talking to you, I miss you while you're at school...

I do want to tell you that I will always love you, even if you're down or paranoid or angry or fixating on someone new or whatever...you're like a brother to me, and I don't think anything could change that. I gifted you nitro while writing this. Anyway...In such a short time, you became so important to me. I don't know exactly when that happened for me, but I always find myself wanting to talk to you. It's Stupid. MikeyFat.

It's really weird, but I feel like you've helped me become a more open minded person. I used to be very skittish when it comes to like...getting into new media, if that makes any sense, but I feel like you've helped me get over that a little bit. Hololive rhythmgem....Ok..? I think it's important for me to mention that I really like when you tell me about stuff you lilke. I'll play phighting with you one day, if you want. Remind me.

I think it's kind of weird for me to latch on to someone as quick as I latched on to you. At first, I was very upset with myself for wanting to be your friend so badly from day 1. But now, I'm glad that we're as close as we are. I really like my Friend who is named Hinako. 🐇