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Sunday, April 13th
I feel.. displaced right now. I lost my bible a couple days ago. I don't think I'm going to hell. I hope I'm not. Basement helped me out with that last night. I still can't get off. I tried again and I cried so bad that my dad asked if I was alright. I don't think that's normal. But I'll get over myself. I hope I do.
It's jess's birthday today. I forgot to buy her a gift, I hope she'll forgive me. (We aren't that close anyway, but I don't want to put any strain on the relationship we do have.) I don't think I'm going to church today. I can't sneak out to go there either because most of my friends have to do coursework for health and social thats due in tommorow. I could've went out with them yesterday but I looked awful so I didn't. In more positive news, I'm close to getting the Altered Kanata card, and that makes me happy.
Song of the day - Will You Still Love Me Tommorow?
Playlist I've been listening to - real femcel music

Monday, April 14th
Monday - Humiliation
Tuesday - Suffocation
Wednesday - Condensation
Thursday is pathetic.
By Friday, life has killed me.
By Friday, life has killed me.

Wednesday, April 16th
What did I do to deserve this

Thursday, April 17th
I am Anji Mito irl