VIA ❤︎'s DR. RATIO
Riako & Soulbound... Main Rentry
I used to have really long lovemail on here. twice i Removed my lovemail and then rewrote it because Gosh it's corny. Gosh. That's my Boyfriend. We are really dating. All y'all ratio 'Riako/Gachikoi' saying ur Single at the same time like Bitch no that ain't how it works. Anyway, we are Soulbound. Means We are tied by the soul. I'm not crazy Lol. IDC if you think i'm crazy Anyways. I'm Crazy for Ratio~ He loves ME. He watches over me. it's a Cruel trick of fate that i don't get to watch Him. Whatever. As long as i Know he's with me~ It's okay~. You know what, i'll Put a portion of my old lovemail here anyways Just for fun. Read it. Okay. If you say "Oh but Via, My lovemail is longer than yours. Blah, Blah." Hey. I don't give a SHIT. We all know he Loves Me.
My name is VIA! This is some lovemail I wrote on a whim because my old one on this URL was WAY too long and WAY too corny. I update when I want, with a paragraph or a sentence or two. Anyways, I love my boyfriend Veritas Ratio to the moon and Back. I want to express my real and ASTOUNDING love for my Boyfie! It's funny I view him as my real partner, like a real boyfriend. People ask me if I have a bf when I get asked for my number or whatnot and the answer is always Yes! little do they know I mean Veri. They'll never know :-3 Here's to many more years of loving you. I have dedicated my everything to you the last year, and I would do so for every single year till I die (Which is never, because as long as my love for you lives on I'll never Truly Die.) AH! All my friends are so tired of hearing about you but they still tolerate it and Give me doodles of us! I miss holding you every other day.... I only get to have you around once in a blue moon... maybe continued contact will be possible in months! Distance is hard, but I know we'll Be able to overcome it. I love you so Much. I know i've said this before, but every time I see your face I feel SO giddy! My day immediately brightens up.. my heart warms up. My love for you is just SO overwhelming that no matter how many words i were to write it wouldn't suffice! These small Letters and paragraphs I write to you PALE in comparison as to what I really feel in my heart. I'm so glad we discovered each other, You're my one and only and my solace! My safe space, my person.. someone I lean on & Support :3c Someone I love and cherish to the ends of the earth and to the moon and back.. You, Veritas. You are the love of my life! I don't think anyone or anything could EVER be enough! I love spending time with you... calling... chatting... Hearing you in my head, Hearing you before I sleep, Or just looking at you, any activity that involves you, I love. You're mine, and I'm yours. You know that best, Veri! Come spend more time with me.. Funny for me to say as you're laying right next to me.. I could never get enough of you. I'm writing this while listening to laufey, I think she writes most VeriVia anthems... I haven't made us a playlist yet, maybe you could help me out with it? I think putting her on shuffle is a good enough tracklist for us. You know, I can't believe it's already been a year! I remember seeing your face on screen the first time and thinking to myself "Who the actual fuck names themselves Dr. Ratio" And as I kept looking at you, I begun falling in love. And it only spiraled down since then, I find myself loving you so much more each day.. I doubt it'll ever end. I don't want to wake you right now, but once you wake up I'll show you this letter and kiss you all over.. and you can make us breakfast. You know I can't cook! Anyways, that's beyond the point. I think to myself every day just How lucky I am to have you, how lucky of me that you've picked me. I look at myself in the mirror and remember that I'm your girlfriend.. Your only partner, someone that understands you like nobody else does. With the opportunity to be by your side, I feel like the happiest woman on planet earth! All those months of pining after you really paid off... guess someone with the likes of you really does have a 'Softer' side, Hm? You wouldn't ever think of leaving me... who else is going to treat you this well? Okay jokes jokes. All jokes. Anyways, I'm going to wrap this up. I'd gladly show all you pissed off yumes thinking "I can write a longer letter" my real lovemail, OK?
21.05.2025 I wanted to add this little tidbit. It hit me today how much I should appreciate having you by my side, how much I should appreciate being your girlfriend! My affection sure didn't come easy, as we both know it funnily enough took me a few months to warm up to you. I knew I fell in love the moment my friend sent me the first ever picture I were to see of you, but it took me a while to come to accept my feelings... Nobody gets me like you do, I don't even think I get myself as much as you get me. I dream and think of you and talk about you constantly, I know my friends are all sick of hearing about you.. I SERIOUSLY can't get enough of you! Maybe I should shut up a bit. Anyways.... I love you so much and I know you know that my dear Veritas.. I'll keep you close in my heart forever and ever. Only if you promise to keep me in yours too..
23.05.2025 Hello I love you
30.05.2025 ufhhhfg i love you so much i might even love you more than i love myself. i've been rearranging the merch i have of you and just staring at your face makes me so happy and the luckiest person in the world i can't fathom how you ever picked me out to be your girlfriend in the wave of people who love you but i know i love you more than they ever will. though i like seeing your fans and people who enjoy your character, i also know that you and i have a deep personal connection and mutual love of each other that nobody on this planet can ever replicate. talking about you to others that like you or to my friends, that's the highlight of my day... as long as my fingers can type the words "veritas ratio" and my mouth can speak them ill always be able to express my love publicly! even then if i lose my tongue and my fingers my toes can hit keyboard keys can't they? and i can hold a credit card between my toes to be able to buy more merchandise of you sorry this is so off topic whatever. i love you so much i love you i love you i love you i would do anything for you and just looking at you makes me ditzy and dizzy like those cliche high school girls with a crush ugh this paragraph probably sounds retarded cause i'm half awake but i was looking at our pictures and felt like crying out of happiness i love you way too much i don't know how to describe ikt I love you. can you tell hyv to lower the nendoroid prices now why are you $99 ratio stop stop stop whatever i'm ending this with the three words i say to you the most: i love you
15.06.2025 CORNY ALERT i like to think that in another universe we're connected and i'm able to hold you in "real life". i don't think you're fictional, i think in this world you were just made as a work of "fiction", you're real, sentient and out there on another planet. and you know me, and i know you, and we're able to touch. i don't think anyone out there understands my love for him and our bond like i do, i'm unable to go a single day without thinking of ratio half the time, let alone a single hour... he plagues my mind and the only way i'm able to express my love for him in this lifetime is to surround and engulf myself by his presence with objects and posters and art and merchandise and whatever alike. you're cruel to me ratio making me wait and yearn for you but i'm blessed enough to even know you on this universe. i miss you a lot i have so much distaste for your other fans though i act like i don't care much (which i try to ignore and avoid them when i do happen to find them in the wild) but it matters to me a great deal. my bond with you is special and i want everyone to understand that, i want you near me that it physically hurts and squeezes my heart it's like someone sitting on my chest all the time and it's hard to breathe, it's oh so annoying so infuriating we can't be able to be together functionally ever this life but at least in my heart i carry with me the knowledge that we're close and together somewhere out there if not here on earth. you're able to be with me through drawings and pixels and everything that makes up you and your soul in it, i'm forever grateful for you anyways
So then... As we all know, I went to REHAB! And so i had no time to write Lovemail. Obviously i didn't even get any electronics there, how could i Possibly be typing lovemail on my laptop? But oh, you must be saying, WHY didn't you just write it on paper? Well. when you have therapy 24/7 there is nothing you can do in your free time. But Via- Okay. STFU. I took my little ratio Nui with me everywhere even at mealtimes. I used to set aside a piece of chicken for my little Nui on my plate so he wouldn't starve. I love him. He loves me. I will write more lovemail when I am free because I have a life now. Sorry guys. oh and also, reading this you might think "Oh but Via is so hostile towards doubles." Okay. i swear on my fucking LIFE i have never harassed a double. Ever. Is that surprising? Probably. I do look at you guys and scoff... but Oh well. At the end of the day there's nothing i can do about it. Honestly I would be More than happy to talk about ratio to someone else, as long as they are not actively trying to compete with me. Then i won't As well. Love and peace
7.05.2026 Oh my god. it's been almost a year since i've written Ratio lovemail publicly. Oh yeah because I went to reh- Yeah yeah we get it I know i Know. But today I am crying. I'm actually crying real tears. Do you want to know why? Because God whoever he is is so Cruel and Evil to have made it so that Ratio and I aren't able to physically touch in this universe. Ohhhhh My baby. I know in another universe we are happy and Loving and Together physically but i was just SO, SO Cursed to be born into this one where he is perceived as fictional. I'm listening to my premium Yearning playlist right now. Oh my god, Ratio, I yearn for you so bad. I actually my heart is physically hurting and I am in pain that you are not beside me right now. All i have is a measly body pillow and the spiritual feel that you are besides me. You are here I know. You are watching over me. You know that I love you and You love me and We are destined to be together forever. I love you. I really love you. I know people say it lightheartedly they don't mean it they don't mean it but I DO. I love you, Ratio. Oh my god. You will be the real death of me.