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Suffering from C-PTSD, BPD, GAD, OCD, and more I'm not comfortable specifiying.. I also have AuDHD and am plural, aside with also being chronically ill; which all are medically recognised and diagnosed. Upon interaction, these all provide context for my behaviours, how I can react, my mood & also, my perception for many things; so please keep that in mind & maintain respect. ♡
- I am also semi-verbal／semi-mute, this has been professionally recognised aswell, along with speech impediment. (stuttering) I can sometimes fluctuate in speech depending on mood & frequency, too.
⏜ English is not my first language, so my input can come off awkwardly, or it can seem like intention to seem rude. I try my best to communicate regardless of how much I'm able to speak or can't speak, and the "rudeness" or "weird input" isn't my intention, I highly apologise ！ I also come off as monotone at times; so please do keep this in mind.
⏜ I don't mind people using tone tags on me!! ^_^ I just don't use them that often myself, I'm selective on my own usage; but I'll try my best if it's a need. My tone can also come off confusing at times, so you're free to ask what I mean!
⏜ Most days I'm free, but alot of the times please do not bother me constant, I'm usually very busy and focused other than those days. My Partner is primarily my biggest priority, close friends too, but I'm able to try and reach out for other things aswell!
- I also just have chronic fatigue, very bad social anxiety & low energy, so responses will more likely be either delayed or I may get distracted.. v_v; It is not direct favouritism over any of my friends, so feel free to bump your msgs if you need to! I also don't usually reach out first unless you are very close or My Partner. Or sometimes if I just feel like it loll....
⏜ I don't trust people instantly: I've developed severe trust issues over the years and I'm much better than I was years ago, however please don't get surprised if I seem hesitant or blunt at first. BUT I DO NOT BITE!!!!! Just gimmie some time to adapt to you!!! I'm usually nicer than how some others may first see me. ^_^;
⏜ I mentioned that I am plural; sometimes whoever else is fronting or I may mask as someone else, unless trusted／close. Sometimes I also may fluctuate on Plural terms. (We, Us, Our, etc)
⏜ I sometimes talk in third-person view & I have a typing quirk I fluctuate with, specifically at the end of sentences. Detchuu~
⏜ My mood swings may act up & I may either need time alone or depending on how close; I may vent／rant to you.
- During these episodes, it's obviously very worrying. But overtime I've managed these episodes a bit better ，and whatever happens within I take full responsibility。 I've been through a lot & I'm trying my very best of working on personal growth & managing myself and I've been getting more better over the years. ^_^
⏜ Please do not approach／interact with me if you're just going to try make the whole thing sexual.
- Not only from previous experience, but I can't believe how many times I actually had to disclose this. I will block you if your main intention or attempt to conversations is sexual in anyway.
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