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03.25.26 i love you, my girlfriend

this is so embarassing oh my god but at some point i was fantasizing about us being together but i eventually pushed those thoughts away. what if you liked someone else? i eventually started seeing hints when you started asking me if it's ok to fantasize about someone.. im such an idiot for not knowing sooner
i definitely gave a few mixed signals but i finally made my intentions clear in the end. though it did take a while.. im what most people would call 'torpe'; a word in filipino that means "a man too shy or scared to confess or express his true romantic feelings". also can i say the analysis you did on us is so.. accurate? im actually at a loss of words, i wasnt expecting us to be together at all, and with you making yhe the first move. i was used to myself always making the first move and confessing whenever i wanted to be in a relationship. i guess they say a man who yearns is a man who earns..? sorry im just spitting bullshit now