lili's ext 
hi there! i go by many names although the main are lilian, tabris, freiya, sinclair, and casimir. shi/he/any pronouns, fem terms ok but use moderately 
i identify as genderfluid, aflux, and pansexual, mainly for lack of better terms. i make art & rentries, feel free to comm me!
byi
i am unmedicated for multiple mental disorders that cause great insecurity, and i struggle with scrupulosity & masochistic tendencies. 
i have an unreasonably fearful mindset that can be triggered easily, please respect my interaction status and interact with care always. I can come off as very passive, please don't take this as a greenlight to be rude to me. I get hurt easily and ghost often. 
i subconciously hold grudges and can come off passive aggressive; i don't tend to act on any hard feelings. i am super obsessed with my oshi ♡ i don't check notifs from servers, if you'd like to chat my dm's are always open! i am currently semi inactive because of school and work, i try to respond in time.
dni
anyone under 15. do not interact with me if you support israel. basic dni - racists, homophobes, weirdos, ageplayers, etc. please don't flirt with me, i have a loving and wonderful angel of a gfie 
i will ghost you if necessary. i don't mind venting so long as it's not excessive & will reply in time to serious topics. 
i also don't care much for problematic media. do not send me straight nsfw or gore please and thank you.
interests dorohedoro, gsgw, eoshinki, debut or die, tpwdd, kasurich, happy twogether, soul eater, horimiya, the ones within, hxh, phantom busters, tgswiiwagaa, scott pilgrim, gachiakuta, death note, 1pm, mob psycho, blood blockade battlefront, mirai nikki, veil, jjk, magi, seraph of the end, eleceed, noragami, demon slayer, the promised neverland, dungeon meshi, nisekoi, nichijou, higurashi, nge, cherry crush, haikyuu, the saga of tanya the evil, alnst, serial experiments lain, guild member nextdoor, card captor sakura, phantom thief jeanne, vampire knight, special a, maid sama, nameless asterism, houseki no kuni, punks triangle, the royal tutor, girl meets rock, fairy tail, kuuchuu buranko, natsume yuujinchou, orv, magus of the library, 666dopes, tower of god, blame!, apothecary diaries, big top burger, fruits basket, yano-kun no futsu no hibi, bungou stray dogs, wonder egg priority, you and i are polar opposites, black butler, i love amy, vanitas no carte, lost in the cloud, terror in resonance, the summer hikaru died, visual kei, myct, sonic, kingdom hearts, genshin impact, pjsk, roblox, crk, & much more.
my babies 
yvei - my dearest angel, my lovely soulmate. yvei you are literally so lovely i am so freaking enamored with you, and i'm sure you're aware of it. everytime you send a little selfie of yourself i genuinely die. you're so gorgeous it's ridiculous. i dont even know how someone as perfect as you exists. truly you manage to make me fall for you even harder every day; you're my soulmate. no matter how many gifts i make for you, i know it will never quite be enough. i reread the carrd you made for me and wonder what i did to deserve you. i'm so happy i was able to grow closer with you and know the lovely person you are. i'm seriously so lucky to be able to say i'm yours, i love you 14ever miette.
elijah - the smartest cookie i know. elijah i say this so often you might be sick of it, i love you so much! you're so funny and charming and i'm really privelaged to be able to be close with you. you make my days less lonely, and i always know you're looking out for me. thank you for comforting me when i'm upset- you always know just what to say to make me feel loved. you are one of my bestest friends and i love you so much.
nats, clover, and lucky - wip
lexi, ruru, and isa - wip
astien - oomf even if we don't talk as much as we used to i hope you know i still consider you a good friend! thank you so much for checking up on me when i was struggling and sending me cute videos, it means a lot to me! i hope you're doing well astie!
oomfs - janny, lucia, the clit commander, jackie, blue, nick, note, kiri, kirex, and jayla 