I'm giggling while writing this kyhehee Callie I love you :3

Some parts are sort of written as a response to your letter to me because I think it's easy to respond to someone's feelings!

Callie, I really do admire you! I genuinely love the way you talk? type? and are able to articulate yourself. I find myself trying to copy you in this way because I just think it's so cool! I like to think it's my way of saying "I love you" I guess?

When we first met I felt like reallllyyy insecure. I also have a thing with age and—to me—you were like.. this really cool older person who liked the same things I did AND you had a lot of friends. Waow.... I would be lying if I said I didn't want you dead ^_^"

But now that I've gotten to know you more personally it's like SOOO awesome to me just how similar I can be to someone I admire so much !!

Assuming.. from past interactions and such.. that you think of me very highly? Insane. Loll.. It's a big shock for me to see others say that.

I don't think I am someone to think of as "cool" or "admirable" and certainly not "confidant" or as someone to "respect" at all. Buuuttttt,,,, seeing you say all those things about me seriously sparked joy,,,,

I think you're very kind and thoughtful Callie. I like to think that these letters you write for your friends and the way you speak prove that. Maybe you don't believe this but I do and that's good enough for me lolol.

Another thing to add to your kindness is just how you treat me :3 You treat me in (one of?) the most human ways I think anyone has,, ever,,... It feels nice to be with and talk to you because I can be unapologetically myself. I genuinely can't believe you just? let me? And I think you try to understand the things I say and do which means the world to me

My Dogpark channel is my prime example of this lolol.. Every time I posted in there I would think "Man when is this guy gonna ban me ??" In a self deprecating way. I think..

Callie you are Eloquent! Eloquent because you like words and grammar but also because of the way you carry yourself. I think you're also quiet Elegant with things and you're like a cold smooth surface—pleasant.

You are a spiral staircase because I stare at them in awe much like how I observe you! I also think that the structure itself is very you. It's mesmerizing and can get you feeling mixed up but in the end you still understand it.

More things I think of you as: You are that shade of Retrospring purple, You're photos of sceneries devoid of people, You're a calming blurple, you're a cautious cat—specifically a calico, and you're also an odd dog.

I think of you a lot. Just because. And whenever you encourage me it makes me the happiest ever!

All of this to say..,,,, I love you Callie!! You're a wonderful person and I enjoy being your friend :) Yes! We are indeed Friends!! I would kill myself if we weren't!!