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nicomary /qp ⠀ ♡ ⠀ main

⠀ .lovemail ⠀ 08 20 24

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Hi Nico ♡

You made your way into my
heart so naturally that I didn't
even realize it. It was a buildup
of little things that I barely
realized I was doing, & when I
did, I couldn't figure out why.
I'd always want to tell you first
whenever something would
happen to me. I found myself
hoping that my notifications
were from you. You'd be the
first—sometimes the only
person I'd respond to when
I wake up to 9 unread dms.
I'd get such frequent urges
to give you gifts. I realized
that the nickname Ryry is
reserved exclusively for you.
I'd look up "time in nzst" at
random intervals just to get
an idea of what you're up to
& when we'd be able to talk
next. I'd manually tamper
with my sleep schedule just
so we could spend more hours
awake at the same time. I'd
spend an embarrassing amount
of time digging for Souheki art
just to have an excuse to dm
you… which is I think about
when I realized I was cooked.

While clingy isn't a word I'd
usually use to describe myself,
I suppose exceptions have to be
made when I find myself looking
for reasons to message you
literally all the time. You're so
consistently enjoyable to be
around—such a fun, sweet,
endearing, likable person.
I never feel like I need to
worry about being judged
when I'm speaking with you.
I hope you feel the same
way around me. I love to
spend time with you, Nico; I
love you. I hope you know
that doesn't waver on your
bad days.

I get so embarrassing &
giddy & affectionate about
you. You give me soo much
cuteness aggression. You're
like a small kitten I wanna
squish & pet vigorously. Puts
you in the petpet gif maker.
I'm so happy to call you my
friend, my oomfle, my husband,
my qpp. ♡ I lauve you Nini!
Thank you for being you.
You're the best gift I could
ever ask for. ⠀
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