Our Everlasting Love, Married 06⑅06⑅25

30⑅08⑅26
hi honey, sorry i havent written to you in a while... i dont mean to be such a deadbeat.... promise...
i do miss you alot.. so so so so much. you really are the sweetest person to be around, even if you say you arent. i really love you, michael. i hope that one day, us saying that we are married becomes a reality. i want to propose & spend the rest of my long, beautiful life. speaking of beautiful, i do truly believe that ever since you came into my life, the world got a lot brighter for me. i never really had any friends growing up, or anyone who liked me for that matter, you probably know.. but im really glad that you chose me out of everyone you couldve possibly ever chosen. i know im not the greatest partner at times, i lash out, i get paranoid and anxious, i hide things sometimes due to that.. im sorry for ever thinking youd get angry at me for sharing something with you.. i try to not have that mindset, but its really hard.. please, be patient with me, my love...
i truly do believe that we were made for eachother, that we are soulmates.. ♡ ive never, ever been so inlove with someone before. ive never even thought about marriage so seriously before, not even when i said to my past partners i wanted to marry them. sometimes, i get anxious that you dont feel as serious about the future as i do. i hope that you truly mean all the times youve said you want to marry me. i love you so much, i feel like i dont say it enough at all.. sometimes, i feel like youre sick and tired of me because of how obsessed and attached i can get... im really sorry about it.. im trying to not be so attached but i feel like weve worked really well with me being this attached to you so.... whatever... it works..
thank you so much for staying with me for a whole 1y 3m, its crazy to think about how far our relationship has come despite so many people trying to destroy it. i still get anxious over that, you know. im scared that one day, youll believe all of the things said and leave me.. would you do that? i dont think you would, im just being unreasonable..
i miss making playlists for us, but i feel like everytime i do its just the same songs.. kicks rock... its okay ill just make like a 100 hour long playlist. would you listen to it all? i think you care more about my chemical romance right now. its okay its cute kiss me
i need to stop writing if i wanna show you this before i have to go... i love you so much my sweet boy i love youuu..

All for me...? I love you so much, princess...I hope you sleep well tonight, take care. I miss you. There are MCR songs that are us if you squint close enough - M

31⑅08⑅26
i go back to school in 2 days.... im a little sad that we didnt do much together over the 6 weeks negative play idv but its alright.. im really happy that weve spent so much time together over the past 450ish days weve been dating. i cant believe i had heard about you so long before i even acknowledged your existance.. im really glad that i befriended her and then that groupchat happened. and im really glad i lowkey left my exes for you. LMAOO. youre the best thing thats ever happened to me, my darling.. ♡ im sorry that ive had to do so much stuff lately, 2nd of september is gonna kill me... i hope our love stays as strong as it has done all this time. i love you so much, my sweet baby. im working on that aforementioned playlist.. alright? give me a minute.. i love you!!

Who is this Michael kid anyway..? What a loser. I usually sleep when you're busy, so its fine...I like our school schedule anyway. -M

01⑅09⑅26
can you believe the year is almost over already, honey? i didnt even realize how fast it was going... im glad that weve been together for so long. i want to spend years and years with you.. i hope we arent like those couples who date for 5 years and then breakup. ill kill you myself, okay? i love you!! i go back to school in 10 hours. im gonna try make it a point to write to you everyday but i might just end up repeating myself everyday and also school will kill me

02⑅09⑅26
only short one today.... sorry.... the first day of school went absolutely terrible, as you know. i thought about you the entire day.. that made it atleast a little bearable. i love you so much, im gonna impress you with what i get for my results next year... okay...? i love you so much sweet boy.... i lovvveeeyoouu.... lets kiss

you impressed me last time, too. i love you, keep up the good work... -M

04⑅09⑅26
first week of school over... im so exhausted. sorry for not writing to you yesterday my lovely, as you know i fell asleep on the couch.... sorry.... i hope that youre doing well too. school has been going fine so far, itd be going better if i wasnt sat next to all the guys i dislike. but its fine... i love you so much, do you really enjoy it when i talk about science..? i like science a lot youknow.. i really like b5 and c6... p4 is cool too... i loveeeee the different units and how theyre just labeled as b1-9 c1-10 and p1-10 its amazing i love it. anyway, i love you so much sweet baby ill write again later...

I do enjoy when you talk about science. I feel like info chan evert time i sign off my name. I love you too princess. -M

06⑅09⑅26
69 can we 69 ummm #what #gay heres the playlist i promised i would make... its not the best but i hope you listen to it atleast once.... i love you honey bye im so tired let medie

Things That Remind Me of Us ♡




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