Xin Yao / Ivan · He/Him · Masculine Presentation
Languages: ENG / ZH / RU / FR
Personality Type: INTJ · Enneagram: 1w9 / 5w6 · Melancholic-Choleric
Traits: Openness ↑ · Conscientiousness ↑ · Extraversion ↓ · Agreeableness ↓ · Neuroticism ↓ · Dominance: DC
Orientation: Rational / Mastermind · Power ↑ · Curiosity ↑ · Independence ↑
Intelligences: Logical-Mathematical / Intrapersonal / Interpersonal
Overview
I am Xin Yao, though Ivan is acceptable in most contexts. My masculine presentation is deliberate, a framework through which I observe and interact with the world. My life is informed by acute attention, sensory perception, and an analytical approach that blends memory, study, and reflection. I navigate daily existence carefully, shaped by traits such as paranoia, sensory sensitivities, motivational fluctuations, and occasional dissociation. My behavior may be unpredictable; I may go offline without explanation or respond inconsistently
Cognition & Behavior
I think deliberately, plan meticulously, and act with intention. My mind oscillates between abstract, long-term conceptualization and minute observation of detail. I dissect systems, both external and internal, with the same care, cataloging my moods, reactions, and behaviors as rigorously as I study the world around me
The 1w9 component drives a quiet insistence on principle, order, and correctness, tempered by reflection and patience. The 5w6 adds curiosity, independence, and caution, particularly in unfamiliar situations. This combination makes me rigorous, introspective, and highly selective in focus. My reasoning can appear distant or unorthodox to others, yet it is deliberate, calculated, and principled
Intellectual Approach
I thrive on systems, logic, and pattern recognition. I dissect processes, anticipate outcomes, and structure complexity with precision. My internal world is under constant observation: my thought patterns, emotional reactions, and behavioral tendencies are studied with as much diligence as any external phenomenon. Understanding others is selective and strategic; I engage where insight is valuable or relationships merit investment
Notes, sketches, and diagrams extend my cognition into tangible form. Experiments, both theoretical and practical, are planned exhaustively before execution. Every subject is approached with meticulous care. Observation, reflection, and cataloging are ongoing. Absence does not preclude study
Temperament & Disposition
Melancholic tendencies lend introspection, sensitivity, and attentiveness. Choleric influence drives persistence, ambition, and disciplined focus. I prefer meaningful engagement to casual interaction, observation to impulse, reflection to reaction. Emotional expression is rare, but when it occurs, it is intense, channeled through thought, creation, and structured endeavor rather than outward display
I am patient, deliberate, and methodical. I weigh options, anticipate consequences, and examine variables before committing. Observation is as much a tool for understanding as it is for safety and preservation
Skills & Strengths
Analytical Reasoning: Pattern recognition, outcome anticipation, and systematic problem-solving
Observation & Documentation: Meticulous sketches, notes, and annotations serve as extensions of thought
Strategic Planning: Projects and experiments are managed with foresight, considering contingencies and order of execution
Intellectual Independence: Decisions and analyses rely on personal reasoning, research, and discernment
Interests & Pursuits
Current hyperfixations include Bungou Stray Dogs, Greek mythology, Botany and Herbalism, and That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime. Hobbies encompass boxing, collecting, reading, drawing, and painting. I consume a variety of media, including animanga, hwa, hua, and engage in games such as Genshin Impact, HSR, WUWA, IDV, TWST, BotW, and TOTK
Personal Reflections & Social Philosophy
My closest bonds are few but irreplaceable. I hold my best friend Luka in the highest regard. The presence of doll is a source of grounding and comfort
I maintain clarity of boundaries. Disrespect, frivolous competition, or unnecessary confrontation will not be tolerated. My attention is selective, but I value clarity, intelligence, consideration, and principle above all. Interaction is welcome when these values are recognized, though I remain wary of the unpredictable, the careless, or the intrusive
I am both observer and subject, recording patterns in myself and the world to refine understanding and practice. Curiosity, principle, and meticulous observation guide every decision, every project, and every reflection. My mind functions as a laboratory, library, and archive. Every observation, memory, and experiment is cataloged for future application
Identity Notes
I am a fictionkin and soulbound of many. My kintypes include, but are not limited to, angels, rabbits, medical supplies, snow, blood, and time. These aspects are facets of self-exploration, reflection, and play, providing context to the ways I experience and interact with the world
Personality and cognitive traits are not static. They are continually observed, recorded, and refined. This self-monitoring is as rigorous as any research or botanical study I pursue. Even absence, even limitation, does not diminish the process. All experiences, internal and external, are material for observation, reflection, and meticulous analysis