Extended info
I am the inconsistent host & fatigue holder of the Invictus Syndicate．I am psychotic & experience delusional episodes．I am currently NOT READY & UNABLE to recover ，however ，this does NOT mean I am anti - recovery as I am very much open to helping myself later on．I am an introject of Freminet ，Hajime Shino ，Bruno Bucciarati ，Lapis Lazuli & more．
I am not always in front ，I take the place of our perennial host ，Finn ，somewhat often．Some of my headmates do tend to impersonate me so please keep this in mind．Whenever I am in front or co-con ，I will not hesitate to leave if I become overwhelmed ，upset or if I simply start having some issues I cannot handle in the moment．
Finn & I are the same person．We are very different personality wise ，but in general, we are the exact same．I am a fragment split from Finn．I ' d like for us to be perceived as the same person ，however ，please do not treat us that way unless masking．
I am Italian ，Catalan & Native mixed．I speak English ，Italian ，some Spanish & very little French．I would really love to learn Chinese & Tagalog in the future too ！I mostly speak Italian as I am extremely comfortable with it ，however ，I will speak English if needed．
Before you interact
Please try not to become aggressive or yell at me for things．Instead ，if I have done anything wrong just confront me kindly without attacking me ，doing so will make the interaction much calmer ！I am extremely strong about my opinions & will make sure everyone understands them / my side of things．Please be patient with me ，I tend to take a while / have a hard time understanding things like sarcasm & social cues ，tone - tags aren ' t needed but very helpful for this reason ！
I tend to make rude / teasing types of jokes．Jokes where I am using mean names (idiot ，stupid ，dumb ，loser ，etc +) ，acting a bit harsh towards both myself & others & kys / kms jokes are usually my go to．Please try to take these jokes lightly ！I also make sexual jokes about characters ，words or phrases that may sound a bit inappropriate ，or just very random things which may happen out of nowhere (ToT) if this makes you uncomfy please tell me so I can stop or tone it down．
I ' d prefer if you ' d be the one to initiate conversations as I can be very shy when talking to a new person & will most likely be super non - talkative the whole convo．This does not mean I don ' t like you or don ' t wanna talk with you ，I am just very awkward & nervous around new people．
Please keep in mind that I am a covert narcissist which means I can have a lack of empathy & may unintentionally disrespect boundaries．I may / have been told I come across as blunt or rude at times．It ' s often difficult for me to perceive my tone & the way my words come out ，so I apologize if I sound a bit harsh．
Interests
I enjoy astrology & anatomy．I have always been fascinated by star charts & starclusters．I also heavily enjoy surgery procedures．Seeing how surgeons do things is very fascinating to me ！Organs are super interesting ，I like the way they look．I love reading about our body & learning more about things that can happen to us．It ' s scary but I love the rush．
TDI ，IWTV ，Vampire Diaries ，Pretty Little Liars ，TBHK ，PMMM ，TSHD ，ONS ，JJBA ，GI ，HSR ，HI3 ，PGR ，R1999 ，WUWA ，TLOZ ，Infinity Nikki ，Final Fantasy ，Enstars ，PjSekai ，Bandori ，iDOLM@STER ，LoveLive ！ ，D4DJ ，WDS ，TVC ，bisque dolls ，bows ，crochet ，baking ，arts ＆crafts ，witchcraft ，crystals ，morute ，strega ，shironuri ，gothic lolita ，cyber lolita ，kuro lolita ，ane gyaru ，visual kei ，gothic literature ，horror ，reading ，gothic architecture ，antiques ，thrifting ，biblically accurate angels ，vampires ，seals ，decor ，paranormal activity ，spirit boxes ，ouija boards ，spirits ，haunted locations ，surrealism ，mythology ，oddities ＆curios ，gothic rock ，death metal ，neoclassical death metal ，dark wave ，metal ，heavy metal ，alternative ，rock ，neoclassical dark wave ，out of tune pianos ，MCR ，PTV ，Ne Obliviscaris ，Persefone ，Malice Mizer ，BUCK-TICK ，gulu gulu ，DADAROMA ，sukekiyo ，Plastic Tree ，JILUKA ，SEX-ANDROID ，Femme Fatale ，Ashmaze. ，Ave Mujica ，Roselia ，RAISE A SULIEN ，Abyssmare ，燐舞曲
Unfinished ，I ' m too lazy．
