needy⠀or⠀lacuna⠀ ₊୧ ⠀ageless
PPD⠀introj⠀syshost⠀꒰◌⠀back⠀♬꒱
Extended
Hello．I go by Needy or Lacuna ，along with a plethora of other names．I am an ageless teenager who is anatomically 16－19 years old & my pronouns are hy / hir ，but I also use neopronouns such as sea / rot / aemia & more．I identify as as an intersex genderless entity & my sexuality is aroace．
I speak English ，Italian ，some Spanish & very little French．I mostly speak Italian as I am extremely comfortable with it．I will speak English if needed．I am Italian ，Catalan & Native mixed．
I am the inconsistent host & fatigue holder of the Invictus Syndicate．I am an introject of 37 ，Shorekeeper ，Sophie Walten ，Charlotte Emily ，& more．
I don ' t front very often ，I tend to take the place of our perennial host ，Finn．When in headspace ，I am likely by my lonesome ，doing personal activities ，or napping．Some of my headmates do impersonate me so please keep this in mind．
When I am fronting ，I will not hesitate to leave if I become overwhelmed ，upset ，uncomfortable ，unstable ，or if i ' m simply having some issues I cannot handle in the moment．
Before you interact
Please try not to become aggressive or yell at me for things．Instead ，if I have done anything wrong ，confront me kindly without attacking me．I am extremely strong about my opinions & will make sure everyone understands them / my side of things．Please be patient with me ，I tend to take a while / have a hard time understanding things like sarcasm & social cues ，tone－tags are needed & are very helpful for this reason ！
I tend to make rude / teasing types of jokes．Jokes where I am using mean names (idiot ，stupid ，dumb ，loser ，etc +) ，acting a bit harsh towards both myself & others ，& kys / kms jokes are usually my go to．Please try to take these jokes lightly ！I also make sexual jokes about characters ，words or phrases that may sound a bit inappropriate ，or just very random things that may happen out of nowhere．If this makes you uncomfortable in any sort of way ，please let me know so I can tone it down．
I ' d prefer if I could be the one to initiate conversations ，as I tend to become very shy when talking to new people ，& will most likely be super non－talkative the whole convo．This does not mean I don ' t like you or don ' t wanna talk with you ，I am simply a very awkward & nervous being．
I don ' t really 'exist' the way one would assume．I am simply a fragment ，a leftover ，an unfinished piece of poetry．I am a celestial entity ，I am not human．
Finn & I are the same person．We are very different personality wise ，but in general ，we are the exact same．I am a fragment split from Finn．I ' d like for us to be perceived as the same person ，however ，please do not treat us that way unless masking．
I am disordered．My eating habits are very unhealthy & should not be followed by others．Please do not ask about this & do not try to help me．I don ' t need it．
I am an overt narcissist．This means I can have a lack of empathy & may unintentionally disrespect boundaries．I may / have been told I come across as blunt or rude at times．It ' s often difficult for me to perceive my tone & the way my words come out ，so I apologize if I sound a bit harsh．
If you are considering speaking with me ，please be aware that I prefer polite & straightforward communication over aggressive & hateful．I heavily value my autonomy & do not respond well to forced or rushed interactions．I do believe that I don ' t owe you my presence or attention．
Interests
I enjoy astrology & anatomy．I have always been fascinated by star charts & starclusters．I also heavily enjoy surgery procedures．Seeing how surgeons do things is very fascinating to me ！Organs are super interesting ，I like the way they look．I love reading about our body & learning more about things that can happen to us．It ' s scary ，but I love the rush．
TDI ，IWTV ，Vampire Diaries ，Pretty Little Liars ，TBHK ，PMMM ，TSHD ，ONS ，JJBA ，HNK ，GI ，HSR ，HI3 ，PGR ，R1999 ，WUWA ，TLOZ ，Infinity Nikki ，Final Fantasy ，Enstars ，PjSekai ，Bandori ，iDOLM@STER ，LoveLive ，D4DJ ，WDS ，TVC ，crochet ，sewing ，knitting ，witchcraft ，crystals ，tenshi kaiwai ，strega ，shironuri ，dark mori ，natural girly ，retro girly ，natural lolita ，mori lolita ，mori gyaru ，literature ，gothic literature ，horror ，writing ，reading ，drawing ，architecture ，antiques ，thrifting ，biblically accurate angels ，vampires ，bats ，foxes ，the sea ，sea shells ，pearls ，fish ，lyres ，harps ，decor ，paranormal activity ，spirit boxes ，ouija boards ，spirits ，haunted locations ，surrealism ，mythology ，oddities & curios ，indie ，classical ，lofi ，ambient ，kpop ，jpop ，out of tune pianos ，Ethel Cain ，Phoebe Bridgers ，Adrianne Lenker ，Faye Webster ，Laufey ，Maya Hawke ，Fiona Apple ，Leith Ross ，Ichiko Aoba ，Big Thief ，Gigi Perez ，boygenius ，Frankie Cosmos ，quinnie ，Matt Maltese ，Pomme ，Safia Nolin ，Ambar Lucid ，feeble little horse ，julie ，Panchiko ，Black Country, New Road ，Mitski ，Alice Longyu Gao ，Sir Chloe ，Beach Bunny ，girl in red ，Beabadoobee
Do not interact
Basic DNI criteria ，DSMP (other SMP ' s not included) ，you participate in & / or tolerate the harassment of others ，TCC ，tulip / endo "systems" ，RCTA ，MAP ，bad / controversial types of paraphilia ，radqueer ，transmed ，you don ' t believe in OSDDID ，l×licon / sh×tacon ，fetishizers ，you're delusional & think introjects are "doubles" of you ，you use slurs you cannot reclaim ，anti-recovery ，you use the words gay sped & autistic as insults ，fakeclaimers ，you sexualize age regression & pet regression ，you believe in blackwashing
Toxic / weird fans of ANY media ，Tr×mp supporters ，zionists / pro-israel ，Melanie Martinez supporters / apologists ，Wilbur Soot supporters / apologists ，Dream supporters / apologists ，Jimmy Urine supporters / apologists ，Funamusea supporters / apologists ，Vivziepop supporters / apologists ，ALL Yarichin Bitch Club fans & anything related to it
Proship / darkship ，child / teen x adult ，lesbian x gay ，lesbian x man ，gay x woman ，Traveller harem ，Kaeluc ，Zhongxiao ，Huxiao ，Ganxiao ，Dottoscara ，Dottolei ，Chiyaka & Jingyun ，Toyakasa ，Sakitoya ，Coderra ，Giomis ，Trishmis
Anyone I or headmates have had issues with in the past ，please avoid interacting with us again unless told otherwise．
