23rd October 2025 -
Today marks the 5th year anniversary of me and my boyfriend being officially dating. We met in March 2020, and started dating in October, specifically on the 23rd. It's so insane we've been together for 5 whole years. That's 1,826 days, almost 2 thousand days dating him. 43,000 hours spent with him. And the funniest part is, I haven't even begun to love him any less than the day I met him. In fact, I feel like every day I love him more and more.
We spend so much time with each other doing such mundane things.. Going on walks, having picnics, cooking together, going to parties, playing video games, watching TV shows — even small things like sleeping in the same bed, cuddling while tired and texting each other when we're at work... It all means so much to me.
I haven't met anyone in my life who loves me as dearly as he does. He cares about my hobbies, my interests, my life — he cares about me. It's so cherished to me, everything about him is so sweet. I never have to compete to get his attention, I never have to argue to get my point across and I never stay mad at him because he's always calm with me, patient and lovely.
Sometimes, I find it strange, impossible even. Him loving me so sweetly, so delicately... Is it even real? Am I dreaming, or perhaps is he lying? Thoughts like this cloud my mind so often because he's simply just.. Perfect. He feels too good to be true, so good to me, I feel like he's dream-like. I feel so lucky to have someone love me so nicely, and to have someone I love so nicely back... It means so so much to me, to have someone close to me. A lover and a best friend, my soulmate; my forever home.
Words can't describe it, my love for him. I love his smile, his gentle eyes, the way his hair feels in my fingers, the way his warmth envelops me when we cuddle, his soft heartbeat, his laugh makes me so happy, when I think of him I can't help but feel so cosy inside. Like my heart is full and at peace. I love when he talks to me about his interests and hobbies, I could sit for hours hearing him talk about psychology, Slow Damage or Monster High dolls; even small things like his work or his day. He's so homely, so nice and lovely, and I am blessed that I get to see him every day, talk to him everyday...
We've done 5 whole years together... Here's to another 5? Who am I kidding, I physically cannot leave this man, we're going for the world record!!
♥️ 23.10.20 → 23.10.25 ♥️