and then i lay them down together. is this the guy you want? baby, i can do it better ♥︎


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p.s this is long but for the people who has dni proshippers as their list, pls js letting u know i may be a proshipper/dark as i adore reading dark themes, i do not support incest, large/extreme age gaps, pedophilia, & abuse.
hello, you can like me for the whom i am. and who i be. to be clear, i am Denni or known as Nebula for some others as denni was a recent name ive adapted 4 months ago, i have many other names but that isnt important right now. i know myself only a little well. i have no dni (i do not care who interacts /srs) and i like consuming any media you show me but purely depending on what it is, i do not like media of incest i.e tcoaal, etc media that exist and has a genuine fanbase even if the media is about incest.
Semi Toxic towards people, i suspect myself to have anger issues, i am in a bad mood or irritated frequently and i have problems of telling if its a normal thing or issues, i also suspect it, why? due to me and my sister as ive always seen her somebody to follow. which was a bad choice i adapted towards her being angry too and it was very frequent. Even of my first appearance seems like i am nice, which yes i am. sometimes i can turn toxic mostly telling people to die/kys, cut /slit/commit which are frequent phases i say to people. yes of course i can be way more ruder than that of course but that would be me saying things i will known to regret, but then again i do not regret the things ive said once towards people. ive personally said very rude things and mention things about my past towards myself to make myself feel even worse.
i adore getting attention towards others, i am a attention seeker because sometimes i love being the Star of the Show, i truely make my whole mental health a joke and somehow works as people has been concerned about me and what i do, of course not everything i do is for attention and i can be serious about my mental health, i do also talk to myself only when i feel like the energy to. I can overthink almost anything if i feel a spark slowly disappearing, i do analyze myself and past conversations trying to find any hint of a sign. i can also come up with speculation that yes seems not true but true for myself.
between low and high its a hard balancing to figure out between my social battery or energy if its called like that. it depends on the Mood and how im feeling in general, do not suspect me to text first tho; i barely text first unless its a topic i want to comment on etc basically i.e. ' __ ! i love your avatar , or ' i agree with your banner/status , i know that, Ive mentioned that i have no dni, becuase i do. i seriously do really care about who people are unless its serious terms implied towards that person. i.e. serious allegations. because ive been in the space of mcyt fans and some of the people in whole, PERSONALLY i would say boundary breakering something that is concerning but not deep into seriousness, ive been in their space before they are kind people some csn be braindead. i do not want to keep this paragraph mostly about bbs so ill link a ranting url below.
sfw is something i feel obligated to be even tho i am mainly sfw and do sfw things, along the lines, i am not full sfw. warning I can mention about nsfw things, read about it since thats my whole jig when it comes about what do i prefer reading, its basically like would you prefer fluff with light angst or smut with light angst. i WILL knowing myself will pick smut with light angst because its fun. oh gosh denni how do you enjoy that
because i was exposed to nsfw topics when i was little so obviously! i will keep up the legcay for myself maybe like two months depending if i can find good ones. and ill only read nsfw ONLY in the fandoms im really fixated on. not sure if being a minor doing this is very concerning it but i do not remember the last time i heard if it was or not. i do not like following rules.
and another addition of this is that i barely care what media i read or how dark is it, yes ive read fics that were dead dove; do not eat i.g once recently that was necrophilia. i can mostly be labled as a proshipper due to this i cannot lie but i am on a 50/50 tbh as i do not fw incest nor large age gaps, but then again either way. i may and may not be a proshipper but, like i stated, it can be labled as somebody being a proshipper. of course the whole atmosphere of dark themes/topics is a interesting pick for me, of course i do not support it in reality. but in general i do not care if people call me a proshipper, sure i do not care like i already stated again, i am not unperturbed by it. literally if people have dni proshipper then obviously i wont go into their spacce because thats a permanent set boundary.