Damn, man. I don't really know what to say. I guess I should apologise. I know this is 4chan, and fuck other anons and yadda yadda, but ALL of us here are different, no matter what anyone might say. To a certain extent, we care about each other, and help each other in tough moments. And as the guy who wanted to write for the same nation, the guy who interacted with you the most, I should have seen SOMETHING before this. I guess you mentioning you already wrote for /who/ gave me an excuse in my head to kinda ignore the times when your discussion went unheard or ignored. He's an oldfag already, he knows not to let that shit get him down kinda deal. I'm sorry for that.

Ok, that's enough sappy shit, time to get the gloves off!

I know I haven't done much, or been as interactive as others in the thread, but seeing the out pour of support and love shown for the new guy on the block where people have been either completely quiet or only shitposted with you Cunt... I guess it makes me feel unwanted.

You are comparing yourself with Mr. Personality, the guardian deity of shitposting, THE MENHERA KING Cunt himself! Of course your little (not)vampire ass could not hold a candle and feel inferior! Learn your place a few steps down on the ladder, pleb!

(and here we go with sappy shit again...)
Shitposting aside, you are not unwanted. Never were, never will be. You are vespieBro, the rep for /mans/, the fucker who keeps me on a leash, the guy who incorporated amazing ideas for /mans/ that truly wanted me to write again, the fucker who broke the ice with the WAR chant, the guy I can get along with because you are just malleable enough to let others give ideas that would clash with yours while also digging your heels in when you really want your specific idea to be added in(201cm btw). This project, and specially /mans/, would not be what it is if you weren't here. Never forget that, ya hear?

telling both the thread and you to go fuck yourselves and start writing about /MANS/ in what used to be /nasa/ as some sort of borderline schizo tribes migrating in from the north.

Is it a bad time to tell you that that was my original idea for /mans/ before it even existed? Like, just handwave an isekai event and drop a few ships on the shore. Quickly dropped it though, since that would be just a repeat of /nasa/, what with building a nation from scratch and whatnot. Also, I'm just really fucking tired of tundra wetlands...

Or just saying fuck it and toss the role of a rep back to you.

Yea, no. Nobody, including myself, wants me as a rep. You pull that shit and /mans/ is without an active rep. Warning you now ya fuck.

but I guess I just get that intrusive thought of people around me just wanting me gone but not stating it outright pretty often.

Maaaaann, I would hug you if I could. And then take you out to the pub to get a beer or something. Like fuck. This specifically is something I feel completely unqualified to help you with, aside from just listening if you ever want to rant about it, because I am usually on the other side of this, being a loner and all. If there is one thing I would say is that try and love yourself enough to spend time with yourself. No I will not elaborate on this, think about it youself, ya goof.

Honestly it even almost felt like a backstab reading that you would support this guy over us

I feel like I should apologise again. I was never as invested into the island as you were(even if I was beggining to think of our placement as a guarantee as well lately), which is clear from the maps you made, so if it came down to a vote of whether /wah/ should keep it or not, I would have thrown my lot with them, not us. Because we can still carve our own territory anywhere else on the planet, while for /wah/ this would just be lost land they couldn't reclaim until the eventual WAR phase. I am really sorry for that, bro. I should have just stayed quiet about it.

Hell, under literally any other circumstance I'd be super happy about the new blood, but here I am almost starting to sound like the fucking schizo shitposters

In the end, it's ok to feel this way. It's a fucked up situation for both of us, and feeling frustrated to the point where you wanna punch shit is normal. But I believe you aren't the kinda guy who will let this break him. Are you?
That being said, if you feel like you need to take a break to sort things out for a while, please, PLEASE DO. Frustration, even when you think you got over it, can always rear it's ugly head at the worst possible time. Go out, touch some grass as the kids say, or better yet, stay inside and play some video games and watch streams :D
If you do decide to take a small break, I promise you, this project will still be here when you come back, I will make sure of that. And we'll all be waiting for what lore you will write in the future.

And in the end, if you are to take anything out of this: You are not unwanted in this project by at least one anon. I'll keep you here with chains if I have to!

Alright, so I was catching up to the last thread, and a post caught my eye. This one specifically >>31113730. An anon asked the wahler what his plans were for the island. His response >>31113843 pissed the everloving shit out of me. I was gonna be ok with giving up the island, I said I would support the wahler in getting it because he made it seem like he had these big plans for it. BUT HE WANTS IT BECAUSE IT LOOKS NICE IN 3.0?? Nah mate, we ain't playing like that. Now I want that island, and am prepared to fight tooth and nail for it. All that lost interest is out the fucking window, I'm just really pissed off now. If you want to make a new claim for the island, know that this old cunt is with you, no matter how many timeloops we might start. And I will make the thread hate me for this if I have to, that island is going to us!
There, how's that for a menhera? That's all I wanted to say regarding this.