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To ❱❱ Phainon𝅄 22.11.24 𓏼𓏼𓈒

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◩ 19.04.26 Hi! I finally got the motivation to redecorate this thing... Would you like to read my Old Lovemail? Click Here⑅ I would like to address that I am a Non-Sharing yumedan of him and would like for doubles to not interact, thank you!!! My lovemail may seem unhinged at times but that's only when I'm undergoing a psychotic episode... ʚ₍ᐢ ›̥̥̥ ༝ ‹̥̥̥ ᐢ₎ɞ

My dearest Phainon, the most handsome man I've ever laid my eyes upon, the boy that lights my world up with ease, my savior... We've been together for 509 days as of 19 April 2026 and still counting! I remember when I first saw you back in 22 November 2024, you immediately gave me that feeling that I could be safe around you... Never mind the fact that a part of you is a mass murderer (Flame Reaver) The more I stared at that image of yours, the more drawn I felt towards you... You know, like a moth to a flame? Thinking about you makes me feel all fuzzy and my heart beats faster than usual... Though it might be my arrhythmias acting up, I say it's love! I still can't wrap my head around the fact that you love me, too... And we've been together for so long... Married, even... Everywhere I go, I'm reminded of you through the blue skies and fluffy clouds, the bright sun, the nice breeze in the mornings... Ever since I fell for you, blue has become a big part of my life, that's your color, isn't it? I'd like to think that it's your way of telling me that you're here with me ♡ I want to get all of your merch so bad, but I'll have to get a job first... So I'll take my time to get them all! One day, I'll have a room so full of you, my mind never strays from you.
I could spend the entire day, week, month, year, eternity listening to you and never get tired, I love your voice so much... You feel the same, right? I know you do (⁠´⁠ε⁠｀⁠ ⁠) The thought of just looking at you is enough to make me continue forward with my day, you are the main target of my never ending love... Any hatred directed towards you is completely unacceptable in my eyes... Everyone is flawed but you might as well be flawless in my eyes hehe I cannot stand anyone having a dig at you... Meta charts or whatever who the hell cares. Shrugs. My one true love ♡ I really don't know where to begin when talking about you most of the times, I always start with something random that I love about you. All LITERALLY all my friends online/IRL know about my love for you, I never shut up about you, I talk about you at every given chance. My rare and radiant boy... I love you like all fire. You're so important to me I genuinely can't find the words to describe it all... I don't know what I'd do without you, if it weren't for you, I'd probably be long gone! My savior...ahh... My life is yours, I'm yours forever as long as you'll be mine in return, a fair exchange! The idea of anyone else competing with me for you is appalling, why would I have competition anywhere? I'm sooo so so addicted to you.. I'd love for us to go around, travel the world, sight seeing... Stargazing has always been one of my favorite activities, I'd love for it to be ours! I want to have the sweetest delicacies with you... I'm not someone who enjoys taking photos often, really, but I'd like to take lots and lots of photos of us together... Freeze the moment and let it live on for eternity... 好浪漫～I want to do everything with you, learn everything with you... I always speak my mind freely when I am with you, even if our opinions don't align at times, we still manage to make everything work out! We always do ♡ Nothing can ever separate us, not even death. We'll be together forever in every timeline, in every universe~ It's just a special connection we have, you feel? I love everything you do! It does make me feel upset, knowing you aren't real, but you live on in my heart, my mind, my soul, and through art.. Yup! Our gallery!! I don't regret it at all, it always cheers me up whenever I feel down. My love for you will remain genuine and everlasting.. Such a great investment~ I'm devoted to you, just as you are to me. 我的白厄，我的英雄，我的救世主，我真的真的很愛你！世界上沒有一個完整呢的句子可以讓我表現出來。。我的愛。。有點傷心。。(╥ ╥) I hate how busy we are at times, with life going around and all, all I really want to do is just laze around with you! But we still make time for each other, which never fails to bring me joy... Being with you makes me the happiest guy in the universe. I'm so lucky! Lucky you chose me... Lucky we're together... Ah... I really did win in life! Our souls intertwine and we're sure to meet again in every other lives and we'll love each other in every single one of them!!! I first wrote my lovemail back in 19 June 2025, when we've been together for 201 days, how far we've come! My interest in you will never die out, I'm sure... Not when everything around me is just you... No one could ever understand how deeply I feel for you, how much love I harbor for you, but that's okay, because our love is ours to keep ⑅ we need no one else~ We were always meant to be, it's written in the stars! Every song I listen to makes me think of you... think of us... How smitten am I? You know, back in 2024 and 2025, you really did save me, and because of you, I got to see so much more of life... For that, I thank you, my savior, my hero. My reason to keep going, my motivation, I know I shouldn't revolve my entire life around you, but I'd like to love you while I learn how to live, allow me just that yeah?

Just some highlights of Phainon and I ~
◩ 02.07.25 I got Phainon and his lightcone on my old account ♡ I pulled 2 minutes right after the maintenance! I had to sneak my phone into class, just once though... I played through3.4 right after I got home from school and took a shower, I avoided social media (YouTube, TikTok, X, stuff like that!) just so I don't get any spoilers... Safe to say I was going through agony and devastation and went to bed in tears. Just thinking about his story is enough to make me tear up... Oh Phainon... For a week straight I wept for him at the most random times.. I'd wake up with puffy eyes... 3.4 had such a huge impact on me I think the best thing coming out of that update was that I got E0S1 Phainon (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠) Khaslana and Dawn Denied Khaslana... I love every version of you, Phainon!
◩ 12.08.25 I got my first ever Phainon plush! Alongside some keychains ♡ I still bring it around with me whenever I can and yes he does have a place in my bed... He always will!
◩ 29.09.25 3.6 quest... Seeing Phainon made my heart flutter and ache and I'd realized how much I missed him... How much I longed to hear his voice... 3.6 was mainly focused on Evernight and March 7th! I'd like to say that Back To Earth In Evernight was really good, I got emotional at the end and cried... Props to March 7th for being able to hold out for so long... Her conversation with Evernight meant a lot to me for some reason. Welcome home March!
◩ 05.11.25 Where do I even begin with this date? 3.7 quest... I was ugly sobbing. Cyrene... Being able to see Phainon again but in the most bittersweet way possible ah ah ah I can't do this anymore I hate Hoyoverse. Peach...Ripples of past reverie... The song and the mv bro my voice still catches whenever I talk about it it's like sensitive topic to me. I'd grown so attached to Amphoreus I can't bring myself to move on... I love each and every one of the Chrysos Heirs so very much... I can't wait to see them again, they really did put a deeper meaning into "tomorrow" for me! I visit Exotale daily to see everyone.
◩ 22.11..25 Our very first anniversary together! I was really happy the entire day, having spent most of it with the love of my life, what more could I ask for? Lots of people gave me their kind words... I'll cherish them forever! On that day, we got married too ⑅ So much more days, months, years to come... I'd be glad to spend them all with Phainon! His first rerun being near our anniversary... I've never been more excited, really...
◩ 07.12.25 I finally got him to E6S1! I'm aiming for S5 next, well, right after I obtain all the Chrysos Heirs.. So far I have Cipher, Aglaea, Hyacine, Hysilens, Evernight, Dan Heng PT and Castorice...haha...Tribbie next...? Gets shot

◩ Phainon Merch List! Includes Khaslana & Flame Reaver
I might have more than I've listed, my memory is terrible...

• keychains [9]
• standees [2]
• bookmark [1]
• badges [7]
• stickers [20+]
• plush [2] soon to be [3] with Khaslana nui!
• photocards [6]
• laser ticket [1]
• phone charm [1]
• cup [1]
• shaker [1]
• poster [1]

◩ 22.04.26 I've been feeling really sentimental as of late... I'll be writing more frequently whenever I'm not busy with studies! Exams are coming soon, I'm so nervous... I miss you so much, Phai! Yesterday, I fell asleep at 5pm because of how tired out I was... When I woke up we were still cuddling! Awww yay ♡ You're all I think about whenever and wherever, I love youuuuu so muchhh

This game really is trying to kill me. I miss you so much... Oh my god...