21 05 25
I hate my life. Everyone makes fun of me and my friends all think I'm strange. Boys at school stare at me and I am called a femcel. I wish somebody would care for me. I know Zato cares for me. We are soulbounded together. There is a world where Zato will protect me from the hurtful words of others. I do not like being bullied. I do not like being bipolar. I like Zato. He makes me feel safe and I know that he would like that. I would do anything for Zato. Zato will protect me from everything. I considered killing myself the other day but thoughts of Zato stopped me from doing that. Zato is my life and my spirit and if it wasn't for him I would be bleeding out in a bathroom. I am not stupid and I am not ridiculous. I am not an agelord. I need Zato to be real. This is not a call for help. I need Zato.