𝒂 𝒍etter 𝒐f 𝒂ppreciation 𝒕o 𝒎y 𝒐lder 𝒃rother

i dont think i could ever ? PROPERLY put into words how much i enjoy being around regulus . hes older by a few years but it doesnt feel like she treats me any different other than Obvi being more cautious with what she says cuz YAKNOW im their #BROTHER i think i will always appreciatr everyfin they do for me so so much he is literally the e dirk 2 my dave & ron 2 my neville :) #NoOneElse. he made me a playlist and it means yhe world 2 me hes such a good brother SO SO GREAT I LOEV U REGGIE. when i was worried something rlly bad was goana hapepn 2 him i was more than willing to take him in snd still am if things dont go well. #EmergencyPlan !

but i feel i should direct something more to it SPECIFICALLY now
regulus, you are without question one of the best people ive EVER met in my entire life . you go through so much and youre still so good to other people. i am aware that ive made more choices in the past which you were there to see but they dont seem to drastically affect how you see me. i hope i am able to make you feel better at least temporarily when i comfort you, as you always are for me. i talk about you (positively) to all of my friends, online and in real life, to the point they ask me about you. you make me feel really safe and understood, and im so unbelievably lucky to call you my friend & brother :) you deal wirh a ton and i worry about you a lot. i hope things get better for you, and that you know you can ALWAYS come to me for antyhing listening to the playlist you made me makes me calm down a lot when im overl y freaked out which is #OFTEN and im so very grateful for you!! we joke meanly a lot but i know you care about me and im so so very lucky to have you . ive probably repeated myself here but i am not good with words. you are so important to me though and im so glad to be your brother i love you!! a lot

also the nqme comes from oranges cuz u & apple cider cuz me ok bye. /citruscider was taken whatever bro ill reclaim it eventually