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my name is nerd (or xulon), i am seventeen (24/03). i identify as a narcconec butchcora lesboy, but i also hoard microlabels. my identity is complex and often contradictory, as a result i am radically inclusive (pro-goodfaith labels).
i love my partner more than anything and have been with her since november 26th, 2023. if you flirt with me or confess romantic intentions i will simply block you.

i am a disordered individual; my npd and aspd is extremely apparent in the conversations i hold with people and my internal hierarchy is very important to me. dissociation is also a big issue of mine, with my memory being really spotty as a consequence.
i may be considered to be on the aplatonic spectrum because of my mental illness and i do struggle to build meaningful relationships with persotypicals, do not take my apathy personally.

my special interests are black butler and fairy tail but i also love overwatch, the outlast trials, rick & morty, interview with the vampire and alien stage.
i am a gachikoi yumejin of ciel phantomhive, hyuna, shen qingqiu and armand. doubles avoid contact for both our sakes as i truly love my f/os and do not like the "competition".

i am: lestat de lioncourt, franco barbi, zuko, omniman, oh sangwoo, laxus dreyar, luka (alnst), cirrus baek and luo binghe.
these characters are integral to my identity, please don't attempt to outshine me or compare yourself to me.

based on the media consume, it is safe to say that i am pro-fiction. to me, this simply means i believe that all fiction has the right to exist and i am capable of distinguishing fiction from reality and do not let fiction impact my reality. this does NOT mean that i unable to admit that fiction impacts some peoples' realities, i am simply saying on a PERSONAL level that fiction (TO ME) is a medium for self-expression and exploration, not a tool to share any deep-rooted urges.
i do not identify with the label of pro-ship due to the poor associations but also believe in "ship and let ship". i ship "problematic" pairings (like hyuluka and sangbum).
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