Hey.

I should've known this would've been an issue when you still mentioned people from months and months and months prior. I am begging you to move on, move forwards. You may think you're righteous or valid for not letting it go, anything to not think that you're in the wrong. Whatever you feel isn't my problem or my business, but stop stalking me. I don't want to be friends again, that door slammed closed the minute I understood that you lied to my face the whole time. It's not about what you were doing, it's that you didn't even give me a chance to set boundaries or cut you off respectfully.

repeating this again; stop stalking me. I know what you're doing. I'm not stupid and can recognize patterns of speech, or that the jumble of letters and numbers on those spotify messages turned back into your account. I had to delete that old message strand the second I saw it, because I seriously cannot do the back and forth. Go Away. we will never be friends again, do yourself a big favor and accept that. You can't accept responsibility, so for the love of god just accept reality. I wish you the best of luck with whatever it is that you're trying to do- whoever it is that you're trying to become.

I kind of hate that I'm not mean and snappy in this, and I really hate that a part of me still hopes that you find peace in your life, I shouldn't. I should wish the worst for you, but there's this disgusting little speck of light that wants you to be Genuinely happy someday. It's gross. It's grosser that I really did think of you like a brother.

Go be whatever it is that you're trying to be, and stop trying to find things to rationalize your obsession. You look at my stuff to try and find a reason to hate me even more, and at this point I'm just really, Really tired. I haven't bothered you once, not through any of the shit you've done. I don't know what narrative you've been told about manipulation and how "I didn't actually do this ummmmmm.... it was arys and ryan and uhh and alice! yep!", and how many messages have been dirty-deleted out of that server to make himself look better. It's not my place to know. Even still, I haven't bothered you a single time. I have never gone out of my way to harass your friends because I desperately need some kind of tie to you. I actually told someone off for bothering you guys, and I said it was stooping down to your level.

I hope you know how often you were called an abuser, and a horrible person, and how much he just wanted you dead completely of his own volition.

The anger and betrayal simmered down now (for me at least), I just want you to move on at this point. At least I stand on that. You can screenshot this and make it into a copypasta, or respond and tell me to kill myself and how I'm an evil mastermind, or apologize and see what faults you had, it doesn't really matter at the end of the day. We're not going to speak again and we both know that, I think you just needed to hear that I don't care anymore. You did what you did, and at the end of the day the world keeps spinning.

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