you will never debut as a holostar EN, charming everyone with your personality and humor, and impressing viewers with your rapping skills that rival some of the best in the game
you will never have countless comparisons to Mori made about yourself, seeing as you're the rapper of your group
you will never tend to come out on top in those comparisons because of your impeccable lyricism, catchy beats that you make yourself, and above all your smooth but gruff voice that can spit the most contrived bars with great flow, that also has a melodic nigga quality to it sort of like Tyler
you will never notice Mori become somewhat depressed, as if her spot in the spotlight was being taken, or perhaps impostor syndrome starts kicking into overdrive
you will never reach out to make fun of her in front of her audience, but in a way that looks like just friendly, banter fun to them, while knowing it's slowly eating at her
you will never introduce catchphrases at jokes that refer to her being "number two" or "(You) from wish dot com", jokes that quickly catch on within her own fanbase and chat, making her wish they'd start calling her dad again
she will never brazenly state that she's not comfortable with these jokes and that she wishes for everyone to cut it out
you will never gaslight her audience, genmates, and friends into believing she's overreacting and being selfish about it, until she's forced to apologize to you, an apology which you accept with a smile on your face
she will never cry herself to sleep, knowing that her safe place she found for herself is being pulled away from her, all the while memories of high school keep coming back to her

why live.