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hi, im cole or one of the many other names i go by which you can find here (for the most part its updated). im a minor (15+) and in pst timezone. i have bpd autism adhd and a few other issues alongside being physically disabled. i'm suspected to have npd and aspd but i dont have a professional diagnosis so i dont say i do have either of them, its just verrrrry likely. honestly, im very self overreactive and outwardly maybe underreactive, idk if theres a word for that. i dont really react to what people are saying to me when its a negative or positive connotation but i do think about things even years later, so generally be cautious with what you say even as a joke and even if you specify. please do not ever make fat or self harm jokes towards me unless you have explicit permission or are incredibly close to me (which for the record, even if you think you're close to me you might not be in my eyes so generally dont make those jokes unless i say its ok.). i have a habit of blocking / unfriending for no reason even if i talk to people very often, its ok to friend me back i dont care but if i keep rejecting your friend request please stop sending it. very cagey about my interests, i love sharing what im into but i get very defensive over certain characters for example. i dont really care if you say youre the #1 fan of a specific character unless its my favorite character then i Might tweak, that being said im the #1 spokeishere fan lol, been a fan since 2021 and im so ill about him. im very hypocritical with what i judge people for and im soso sorry abt that. i dont hate people nor do i dislike people for a prolong period of time, sorry if it comes off like i do, i really dont care enough to dislike someone for so long. i am on multiple problematic subtwts and spaces, i really dont care what other peoples perceptions of the places im on is because its not /you/ on it, its /me/, and if you have a genuine issue with me being on anything (if you do find out) then its honestly a you issue; i dont care if it comes from a place of worry and care for me, do not baby / be rude / act like its your heavenly calling to get me off of these spaces or to 'cure' me of any of my 'issues' (somehow ive had like 5 different people do this). i love my friend lx soso much, theyre the coolest person in the whole wide world and if whoever's reading this loves gangs homosexuality ropicc and zapicc (shipping. not platonic. shipping.) then you should read stay the course. its a really good fic written by my best friend lx and its sososo cool and i am THE #1 stc fan, fuck you and your entire bloodline if you think youre a bigger fan than me. except lx, lx has the rights to be the biggest fan since they wrote it but even you my glorious goat, i will come for you. violently, not orgasmically. outside of lx, i absolutely adore discord user monarchduo, my best friend blake minute minutetech. he's genuinely so cool im going to kiss him on the lips and i will Not regret it, i will infect him with covid, i will kill him. but thats ok, because he loves me! so i have the full right to do that. ok i think thats all the extra things about me i can really list, i might add onto this at some other point in time but yeah, this is all. i have.