SMika bond episode 4

momotalk

M: Sensei---;-?
M: He-he
S: Mika...?
M: You know
M: okueimiya(I assume this is giberrish or lag on her phone)
M: exaepsnive(also gibberish here)

i searched for Mika, who sounded different than usual

S: maybe here...?
M: Hehehe...hehe
S: Mika...?
M: Ah...
M: It's Shenshei~ hello~ (Mika is drunk)
M: You rweally... came all the way here~ (Mika is drunk)
M: I was just, taking a seat here~ yeah...
S: Hm? Is something wrong?
M: I can't get enough of this drink~ What else should I twry~
M: Hey~ is there something wrong~?
M: Do you want a dwink too~?
M: Ahaha~ just come sit here~
S: sit next to Mika
M: Ahaha... he's right next to me...
S: Is there something you want to ask about?/I'll listen to anything
M: Ah...
M: Haha... yesh I do~
M: Ok~ I'll start talking now~
M: ....Let me think for a second
M: I was a princess back in the day y'know
M: Ahaha~ I'm serious here~
M: I did anything I wanted, an I got whatever I asked for
M: E~vryone had to do what I said!
M: Even when I got elected as head of Patel... and even as I got into the tea party...
M: I thought what I had was completely normal~
M: Hehe... everyone looked up to me~
M: Uuu...
S: ...
M: I was so stupid.
M: I made a huge mistake and got punished...
M: And even after that...
M: Hehe, that's why...
M: I don't recognise the pampered, sparkly princess at the Tea Party
M: [The real me] looks nothing like her, I'm not that nice at all...
M: She's just a sly, naughty girl who can only care about myself.
M: That's... who I really am...
M: Why do I always mess things up for others...?
M: Why... just why...?
S: So that's what was bothering you.
M: Yeah....
M: Lately, whenever I'm on my own, I always start thinking about these things...
S: It's certainly not the easiest thing to confess./You really are behaving a little strangely
M: Eh, eh?
S: That is juice your drinking right?
M: U, uu
M: W-what should I do? This is so embarrassing!!
M: I can't look you in the eye anymore!
S: It was probably too difficult to talk about in a sober mood.
M: J-just hear me out okay!? I've heard it's easier to be honest when you're drunk, right!?
M: A-and... I was a bit scared of talking about this...
M: So I thought I should try doing what adults do...
S: You don't have to pressure yourself to do so, it's alright./Either way you can express how you feel right now, can't you?
M: ...yeah
M: It's... definitely a dark past of mine though... Ugh...
M: ...
M: I must look so stupid right now...
M: To both you, and to everyone...
M: I guess I'll probably trouble all of you for as long as I live
M: For me, I can't be normal like other kids, and do all sorts of naughty stuff...
S: Personally, I think you're doing a great job./It's good to be self reflective.
M: Oh, really?
M: I'm doing my best...?
M: It's important to be self reflective...
M: I feel so dumb for worrying so much...
M: It feels like... a bit of a waste.
S: Rather, it's an important step forward.
M: A step forward...
M: An important step forward...
M: Maybe I still don't understand...
M: But...
M: Since Sensei, for my sake
M: Said those words...
M: Maybe I'll think about them a bit more.
S: Cherish that feeling./The worth of the pain you feel now will show itself in the future.
M: ...
M: ...
M: Yeah, I won't forget them.
M: I'll, keep thinking about them for a long time.
M: ...I'm happy I got to talk with you
M: Huh, now that I've calmed down... I'm getting... a little sleepy...
S: ...huh?
M: Ugh...
M: ....
M: falls alseep
S: .../Mika?

I carried Mika, who feel asleep, to a more safe room
Momotalk

M: Sensei
M: ...
M: Sorry
M: For falling asleep...
S: Even though you were just drinking juice...
M: I just thought it would be okay
M: Just to take some of my thoughts away
M: Sorry for bothering you
S: Just have a good rest, Mika
M: I will, thanks.
M: Sensei, about today...
M: Erm...
M: Nevermind, it's nothing.
M: Make sure you get a rest too!