Kronii feels lacking compared to her EN senpais.
She has seen people talk about how the council is underwhelming compared to myth.
Kronii feels lacking compared to her JP kouhais.
She feels the overwhelming reception of HoloX is evidence that they are better than her.
Kronii feels guilty about feeling inferior to others when she is the most popular council member.
If the most popular council member is trash, what does that mean for the others?
But really, aren't the other council members better than her?
She isn't as hardworking as Bae.
She isn't as skilled at games as Fauna.
She isn't as energetic as Sana.
She isn't as cute as Mumei and Mumei finds time to stream even as a university student.
If Kronii tries to express her insecurities to her genmates, they might resent her for her first world problems.
They have it harder, don't they? Their hard work is going unnoticed while Kronii is cruising by at the top and still complaining like an ingrate.
As the most popular in council, she must not appear weak.
As an entertainer, she must bring joy to her viewers.
So Kronii keeps her feelings to herself.
Kronii smiles to her senpais.
They look at Kronii and see a gap moe memelord.
Kronii smiles to her kouhais.
They look at Kronii and see a cute chuuni.
Kronii smiles to her genmates.
They look at Kronii and see a fun friend to be with.
Kronii smiles to her kronies.
They look at Kronii and see an adorable dork who tries to act cool.
Kronii smiles to herself in a mirror.
She looks at herself and sees a sad broken girl desperate to be loved and accepted.
Kronii suffers alone and no one knows.