Gaining Kronii’s trust and affection!
Backstabbing her!
Slicing her throat!
The euphoria you feel after seeing the disbelief and grief in her eyes!
Cradling her as she dies in your arms!
Your self guilt and conscience haunting you!
Crying over what you did to Kronii!
Commiting suicide!
Burning together in hell with Kronii!
Slicing her throat!
She doesn't die!
She has permanent throat damage!
Her voice is completely ruined!
The one trait that has defined her for years is now gone!
She has nothing left!
You took it all away!
She is in despair!
She loved her voice!
It was with her even in the harsh days of being a VA!
She hides it from her friends!
They could've helped her if she told them!
It is too late!
She can't tell fans either or her friends will find out!
A lot of them leave, complaining about her "man voice"!
To the fans it just seems like she got lazy!
This was after a break that many didn't know the reason for so they were already on edge!
Gachikoi feel betrayed and start a hate campaign!
She can't even look at social media any more!
Everyone now views her as a lazy poser who scammed their way into hololive!
There is a trending hashtag!
She makes barely any money anymore!
Her family mocks her for choosing a "temporary" job!
She is sadder than ever before!
Her entire life has came crashing down!
So many years of hard work wasted!
Years of voice practice, song covers, webtoons, etc.!
She even did voice work for a lazy developer who never finished their game!
She looked back and thought of herself as an E-slut!
She kept putting herself in desperate situations to pursue her dream!
Depression was finally getting to her!
She decided to end it all!
She grabbed the rope!
She was going to do it in a room where her family will find her!
She got up on the stool!
The rope was around her neck!
She kicked...
And it broke, she fell to the ground!
What a failure!
She can't even kill herself properly!
...
she thought back to her life
she thought back to hololive auditions
she thought of applying with only determination and faith to prove herself
they liked it and said that it was exactly what they were looking for in hires
they liked something she did
she remembers the happiness she felt
it was the first happy moment she ever had
she recalled debuting as a vtuber leading up to her big debut in order to improve her vtuber skills
she recalled the excitement of being a vtuber for the first time
she recalled the bittersweetness of her graduation
she remembered getting to know her coworkers through discord
they soon became her friends
she remembers shitposting in the wee hours of the night, or at least someone's night
she remembers getting a nickname
it was silly but she secretly cherished it
she remembered the awkwardness of her before debut period
she remembered getting anxious
she remembered the excitement of getting to work with people she loved to watch
she remembered her friends reassuring her
she remembered them telling her that they actually liked her voice
this was the first time someone gave compliment to instead of insulting her voice
she already got her voice to that point, she WILL do it again
she remembered the love of her friends
"M-maybe this life isn't so meaningless after all"