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hii ^^ my name is vy but you can also call me vee :D that picture right there is literally me! (and not in a 'totally me x3' way, that is actually, seriously my physical face lol)
I am going to be using this rentry as a diary of sorts. I won't be updating everyday, but you can expect to see me return weekly or so ^^ here is some very basic info :
- my preferred name is vy
- I am currently 26 (I know, old)
- I am british + blasian
- on a technicality I'm viet, but I have no vietnamese culture :P
- I am autistic + selectively mute
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01 / 01 / 25
this first little section is copied almost word-for-word from my physical diary! I plan to do this for a lot of my diary entries, only I'll remove personal info and experiences. this is for the public and strangers to see the world of a stranger themselves. if you're reading this, hi!
writing 2025 felt weird ^^ today hasn't been super eventful--I was ill for half the day? weird. I checked my screentime earlier and it was BAD. I won't even say it because it's too embarassing, but let's just say that it's double my usual time D: here's my list of things to do to limit my time on my tablet (because yes, reader, tablets are better than phones, I say as a 26 year old, so don't even try to call me an ipad kid!)
- go for a walk--allowed music
- hang out with friends more often!
- make some food, even if it's just a fruit salad
- draw on paper
- write in here (physical copy)
- scrapbooking!
- run a bath
- build lego (hotel, flowers + more)
- skincare... for fun
- tidy house (ples...)
- read !! hitchiker's guide to the galaxy
06 / 01 / 25
I've been rewatching stranger things. it was my special interest for six years so it's kind of odd to rewatch it after around two years of barely interacting with the media, but I'm really enjoying it ^^! I kind of missed it, haha. it's fun because I analysed it so much when it was my interest so it's cool to see all of the pieces come together again B)
I just had a hot chocolate (or are currently having one.. ha) and it's super tasty. my feet were really cold and they've warmed right up. oh the dull life of a 26 y/o woman...
I need to do another book in my scrapbook at some point. I guess rentrys (or is it rentries?) are sort of like scrapbooking? I made a very scrapbook-y looking one only a few hours ago. it's co/xc if anyone reading is interested ^^ I claimed xc because it looks like a little sad emoticon. if you turn your head you can just see it :P
I love hot chocolate as it makes me sleepy and warms me up, but it's always makes me feel a bit sickly too? anyone else get that?
I need to redo my intro... I'll do another list and have it list rentry themed stuff I need to do :D
- redo intro! probably make /categg into something cute ^^
- directory for EVERYTHING! I keep making url directories but I need a directory directory...
- an extended? I think hm
- NEOSPRING! I've had an account for ages but I haven't used it + I love css so I can definitely make it cute!
- interests page :) I just need to keep track lol
08 / 01 / 25
I had a good day today! I also had a pretty rubbish day yesterday, but the evening was great! I was wearing my lucky shirt yesterday so I guess that's why... I still need to decorate another url I claimed recently. I have three months to do it and no one else will probably claim it, but I still want to do it in advance you know?
I need to post to my resource again :D for those wondering, I'm wioryz on tumblr and I post pixels and other web graphics ^^ if you're reading this and am another resource, please do not repost the graphics I have found as it takes me a lot of time to find rare ones (a lot of time meaning hours, sometimes even days).
I need to play stardew valley again. if you're interested in sdv like I, you can see my sdv rentrys on /stardew-valley! I'm super tired... I hope tomorrow's lucky as well but I probably just jinxed it, haha. I still need to make a new intro... hm
19 / 01 / 25
I haven't updated this in 11 days!! rrrraaahhhhh! I got a bit of rentry burnout (currently still struggling through that rip) but I managed to cop the /hawkins url so YAYAYAY! for context, stranger things was my special subject for maybe 5 or 6 years? it's very dear to me, but I hadn't watched in since season 4 came out in 2022 when my interest dwindled, so I rewatched it and it's been super fun to see all of my old blorbos...
I messaged boy today again. I'll start calling him boy like he's some otherwordly spirt (he bascially is) so I hope he sees that at some point. for context, boy has been my 'celebrity' crush since 2019 (celebrity in quotations as he doesn't like calling himself that) and I've been texting him. I already know he reads my messages as he uses a lot of my ideas (this sounds insane but he actually does, trust, he's not some mega celebrity so he does see these things) but I really hope he replies to me someday ^^ I'll keep my hopes up
I am a procrastinator and still need to make an intro :P I have a lot of cute urls that I still haven't used. I apolgise to the people who gifted me them ^^; I will use them and they won't be hoarded, I am just sooo tired atm. I've been napping basically all weekend D: my sleep patterns have gone all wacky because I'm naturally waking up at 6am yet I nap 2-4pm most days?
24 / 01 / 25
/ cw: anxiety + eating disorder mention, pretty venty
oh god I'm just feeling really stressed and nervous and sick. I just hate everything at the moment to be honest... nothing feels good anymore and I feel like I'm stuck in a loop of... something, I'm not so sure... but it's something bad. sorry to get all venty on this, I don't intend to, I'm just feeling awful at the moment and I don't know how to get out of this spiral.
it's like I'm losing a part of me... I'm just upset and stressed and confused and I'm anxious all the time. my eating has gone slower, too. there's a piece of toast that's sitting on my bedside table for almost an hour now and I can't bring myself to eat it. last time this happened I was in a rut for about a week and had to go tp the doctor about it because it was so bad... it took me around 4 hours to eat one slice of toast and even then I could barely stomach it.
I'm just sad and I'm too hot then too cold and my heart keeps racing and it feels like I'm going to throw up at some point (I won't--I never throw up lol...)
on better news though, I reorganised my desk yesterday. just the top cubby I have, but now all drawers apart from one is for my scrapbooking materials ^^ I haven't done any scrapbooking for a little while, so I'm super excited to get back into it. I bought some stickers the other day and they are CUTE! one pack are these kiddish frog and mushroom stickers with bright / pastel pinks and greens and the other are these colourful puffy buttons! I have brown buttons already but these are adorable :P
I've been having lots of nightmares recently, which is great (I say incredibly sarcastically). some of them are really serious and others are just weird. I don't know if it's too hot or cold or what... ugh I'm STRESSED and ANXIOUS! god if you can hear me please please help a girl out :(
29 / 01 / 25
RAHHH I checked the guestbook and I LOVE YOU GUYS! you're so sweet D';
I'll have this entry mainly as a thank you to everyone who signed :) I LOVED these messages omg!! TYSM! I tried to keep it pretty simple and themed like this rentry ^^ I might retheme it just a little at some point hehe.
also this message was really really sweet! how DARE you make me shed a tear. tysm :DD this was around two weeks ago as I don't check my strawpage too much, but you have a good day as well ^^
someome also drew me THIS. this is SO cute wawawa! I love its derpy little face and curly tail </3 thank you so so much! I got a new printer recently so I might print all these messages out and stick it in my scrapbook :D
and no, I did not forget this... thank you skibidi toilet. I love you oh so much. most of my friends have the skin in fortnite and one has a shitty plush they got off of amazon. will listen to religously
that's it for the notes but they really made me smile ^^ if you want to be featured in another entry then sign it here and you'll most likely added (unless it's just drawings of dicks, lol)
in other news, today I watched the first two episodes of your friendly neighborhood spider-man and oh BOY did I love it. I like any spidey content as I'm a big big fan so it's no suprise lolol. peter in this comes across as a lot younger which is expected for a new show like this, and he's a little more goofy and clumsy than other adaptations, but I still liked it! he very much gives off tom holland's spider-man, but this show was originally going to be a prequel for mcu spidey so that makes sense :)
30 / 01 / 25
am I updating two days in a row?! it can't be real! hi everyone ^^ did anyone share me somewhere? because I swear I'm getting more traction on my guestbook lol. but speaking of my guestbook, I got more messages!
hi! I blurred your rentry as I wasn't sure if you wanted to keep it private or not, I think I'll always do that by default now ^^ but unfortunately /spidermen isn't for trade :( most my urls aren't (unless it's for something like /spiderman itself lol) although don't be afraid to ask! I will probably say no to most things, but if you have something that you thing I'd really like, don't be afraid to reach out!
also hi! thank you so much <3 I have generally low self esteem so this was really nice to recieve ^^. oh boy I use ^^ too much don't I? in relation to cuteness, I think if I were any animal I'd be a bunny. in almost all quizzes I do I get rabbits haha. I'd imagine boy would be an otter... that would very much suit him methinks.
I need to make a new page in my scrapbook :0 now that I have a nice printer and sticker paper, I can make custom stickers! I'm wondering on the theme.... the other day I decorated this old empty book I had laying around with this packaging of a packet of doughnuts and this sticker my friend gifted me almost a year ago lol.
the doughnut packaging is a funny story, actually. I was around town and then this girl was waving around her empty packet of doughnuts asking if anyone wanted her rubbish. it had a pretty pattern so I went over and said 'yeah sure :)' and so she gave it to me but her and her friends gave me such a weird look... you OFFERED? D: I saved you from walking five seconds to the bin haha
anyway, I looked at the packaging and, mind you this must be 4 or 5 doughnuts, she got it for THIRTY PENCE? in this economy?! I need to find whichever tesco she goes to and buy all their doughnuts. I love dougnuts... it was actually my first word :0 I guess it was my destiny.
09 / 02 / 25
hii ^^ I haven't updated in ages D: but happy february! I'm supposed to recieve some packages on the 14th so it's gonna look like I have lots of secret admirers haha. it's these little plushies and a dollhouse chairs and tables because I'm gonna redo my old dollhouse I had when I was a kid (I've been planning to redo it since 2019... oops. I have the milk rabbit family which I got from my dad for my 25th birthday :0
I tried pumpkin cake the other day! very tasty :) I got it from my hairdresser as she almost always has free cake when I get my haircut which!! I
definitely won't complain about haha. it reminded me of carrot cake, so if anyone likes carrot cake I highly reccomend it ^^
I saw buffy revamped last night! it was SO much fun!! I got to see spike and he was so good and entertaining! for anyone confused, buffy is a tv show called buffy the vampire slayer and I watched a one-man show featuring one of the characters, spike, who explained the whole seven season show in 70 minutes. it was very funny and I'm very impressed by the actor as he had to run and prance around and sing all by himself for a whole 70 minutes, and after that he still had to do another one later that night :0 he also had to improvise because his mic stopped working around 5 minutes into it haha
I'm going out shopping today ^^ I'm gonna see if I can find cute arts and crafts >:) I have my therapist tomorrow which ughhh I'm not excited for D: I feel scared and nervous at my therapist and I know going there is to make me stop feeling that way, but I just have to talk about things that I wouldn't want to so it's... bleh.
I hope whoever's reading is doing good!
20 / 02 / 25
I haven't written in here for a while D: in my excuse, filegarden, which is my image host, was down for a whole WEEK so I wasn't motivated lol.
I finished your friendly neighborhood spider-man yesterday because the last two episodes came out and OHH my it's so good... I love the animation and even though it strays from the source material, it's still super fun. the autistic glee I got when he wore the og red and blue suit... chef's kiss. it's on disney+ so if you're able, I highly recommend! I love the animation. it's cell shading so it looks 2d if you pause, but in reality it's 3d animation :D it's supposed to look like a comic book.
I also baked a chocolate cake yesterday! it was super tasty, but there was SO much buttercream and I'm someone who's not a massive fan of all things icing. the buttercream is literally as thick as one of the cake halves 0_0 I ate one small slice last night and I felt like I was dying haha. I went for a walk beforehand so I guess I deserved a diabetes-inducing cake /lh
I'm hopefully going out today! I need new shoes as I've worn the same pair for around three years now and I just want a bit of a switch-up.
I had almost forgotten, but I need to respond to the stuff in my guestbook!
hii! thank you so much ^^ sorry for the late reply, like I said earlier in this entry, filegarden was down for a little while, but this was super nice to recieve! I also love looking through random urls haha, I love seeing everyone's decor!
hey ^^ I blurred your name because I wasn't sure if you wanted it to be public or not, but this was so cool to recieve! I unfortunately don't have scratch, but I might get it :0 send me something else if you want me to friend you on discord and I can send my discord user to you via your strawpage :D I'm not very active though haha
this was from the same person as the previous one so hii! this is such a cute drawing! thank you ^^ I left something in your inbox too
thank you for all the messages! I showcase them on /brunch. you can also sign my guestbook here if you want to be showcased ^^
23 / 02 / 25
hiii ^^ not feeling great today. I had a full-on meltdown yesterday night lol, but people on my guestbook have been super nice <3 and even if you guys just say one nice thing it actually makes me super happy! so thanks :D
I had pizza last night. it wasn't very nice actually, which is suprising because... pizza! I love pizza, but I got a different one to the one I have usually and it was very :/ it had this weird cheese sauce in the crust, and I usually have cheese in the crust anyway, but that's REAL cheese, not the weird piss baby vomit amalgamation that was in this pizza </3
sorry if you're eating and I put you off lol. I finished the last slice of chocolate cake last night: very tasty! made me feel a bit ill because of the amount of buttercream, but it was still super nice haha. I hope boy is doing well.. boy is my 'celebrity' crush. I explained him in an earlier entry. I put celebrity in quotations as I'm aware he doesn't like being called that, but I've been messaging him for a while now. just paragraphs about my life, his life, etc, but spaced out enough so I (hopefully) don't come across as creepy lmao.
despite never meeting him, he seems like a nice guy, and he's read my messages before (that sounds insane, I understand, but I know he has as he's mentioned them before... trust me on this LOL). I mayhaps be a bit parasocial, but I think as long as I respect his boundaries (which is what I am doing) and don't parade him or pressure him to reply to me, I think it's ok really ^^;
I would like to go out sometime today. and write. I haven't written in a while now.
I am eep so I'll come back later today to add the stuff from my strawpage to here :)
14 / 03 / 25
I haven't written on here in ages D: !!! I'm going to try and write here now--it was because filegarden shut down for a week or so a while back and I lost my motivation, but it's here ^^ so I'm going to give a little update.
the past week was BAD. my cat didn't die or anything,, but it wasn't great at all. my plant died and I genuinely started sobbing because I was so tired of everything. it looks like it might perk back up though so that's good! I bought four a couple weeks ago (because my dad convinced me lol) and two of them looks like they're growing quite a bit! one of the plants, I'll call jerry, has these long spikey leaves and is in a pot with a face, and now his hair is growing it looks like it's going through an emo phase ^^;
I didn't intend this and it might be a bittt tmi, but when you sit on the toilet jerry is looking RIGHT back at you, but because his pot face is shocked, with his eyes squeezed closed and his mouth agape, it looks like he's trying to cover his eyes haha.
I watched anora, the movie, a little while back and it was good. it made me sad, but I'm not so sure if depressed is the right word for it. I should say that BRRR! WARNING!! anora is an 18+, and not the kind of 18+ that is just a 15+ with a little bit more blood, it really is an 18+ and contains lots of sex, (full-on nudity) and lots of drugs. if you have emetophobia, there is a scene where a character throws up so beware of that!
I'm reading hitchiker's guide to the galaxy and am on abouttt chapter 27 now? it was taking me MONTHS to get through so I'm happy that I'm finally getting properly into it. I switched to audiobook instead of just reading it and now I'm understanding it a lot more. I'm not super good at reading so I'm happy about this, because I do like to read, I'm just not great at it.
I also a vistited a library a few days ago! I barely go into libraries because I find them awkward and don't want to accidentally be too loud and have someone tell me off, but I found a small quiet one and found convenience store woman, a book that's on my reading list! I read around 10 pages and really enjoyed it and it seems easy enough for me to read, so I think I'll read that once I've finished hitchiker's guide to the galaxy (completely airing the copy of tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow on my desk ^^;)
I did NOT 'come back later today' on my last entry lmao... so I'm going to look through my gimmicks from my guestbook now!
helloo :D very late reply (by three weeks </3) but hi there ^^ no idea how scratch really works, but thank you! all I can remember about scratch is making stupid little games on the the school computers haha
I LOVE THIS GUY!! :(( look at him aweee... bababba. there's me freaking out over a 2d image but VERY CUTE! thank you so much :D I love the wire glasses. thank you so so much for itt! he will be added to the gimmick collection
I assume this is someone's signature? hello S.Marti B)... very cool of a name you have there. your signature is like a dollar sign, are you blinged up? also I love the star :D very cute.
THANK YOU! honestly since making this rentry I've had such a boost in self esteem :(( people keep saying I'm pretty and it's so nice to recieve, even if the header image is rather hard to make out, so thank you guys so much! it really makes my day ^^
thank you so much! I hope I come across that way haha. this was two weeks ago so I'm not sure which day was blessed as good, but thank you!!
oh my god DUDE! thank you so much! this wasn't odd at all, it was super sweet to recieve <3 if you're comfortable with sharing, you can post a picture or screenshot of your art onto a randomised rentry url and share it on my strawpage ^^ and you can say whether or not you'd like me to share it as well. but only if you're up for it of course!
thank you for all the messages! they were so nice to recieve :D if you want to be added next entry just sign my guestbook with a doodle or a note :) I hope next week will be better than the last haha.
26 / 04 / 25
aughhh I haven't written on here in ages ^^; sorry all. I've been very busy and things got out of hand. in other news, I finished building two lego sets (that was around three days ago haha) and I got a miffy cushion! she's very cute and comfortable. I needed one for my desk chair in my bedroom because it's more comfortable that way.
I just went on a walk. it's a little shorter of a walk than I usually do because I needed to get back for dinner, but it was very calming and I saw (didn't meet, unfortunately) some cows! the lighting could have been from a movie!
I'm planning to hopefully go out somewhere with my friend tomorrow.
this was a very short entry but I am hungry and want DINNER haha
06 / 06 / 25
it's me... again. and I haven't updated in ages... again. I'm more active on discord recently because I've joined an ultimate spider-man server (one of my favourite tv shows...) and met some cool people.
I've been reading a lot! I'm almost done with tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow and I'm planning to read small things like these or the day of the triffids next as I have both. I was actually gifted small things like these which is a coincidence as it was on my reading list for ages ^^
I've also been rewatching stranger things as I haven't watched it in a while and it used to be my long lasting hyperfixation (about 5 years) and it's such a pleasure to go back onto old things :) it makes me feel so weird that season 5 is not long away at all. it feels like yesterday I first sat down to watch episode one.
I've also been writing a lot! well... I say a lot but it hasn't actually been a lot. I've only written around 5000 words in the fanfiction I'm trying to get sorted because it is so difficult D; I'm so bad at writing quickly and I keep procrastinating by going over and over the same paragraphs I've already written. I was originally planning it to be around 20,000 words but it might only land at 10,000 - 15,000, but oh well.
will write here again soon! hopefully not in a month's time haha. I'm working on redoing a lot of my rentrys as so many of them are ugly or unused haha. byee!
07 / 06 / 25
I'm here! I didn't fall off the face of the earth for another month! I only updated this last night but I want to ramble again haha.
I finally am sorting out my rentrys... and if anyone is reading and would like to trade I have finally opened it up ^^ I prefer to talk in private on discord for URLs, but I don't want to give out my discord for anyone to see, so I'll add a little submission page where people can send their usernames to trade. my URLs are displayed on /immodest if you're interested in any of them! I get weirdly attached to URLs (even if I don't actually love them haha) so just to warn anyone who may want to trade, you may not get what you asked for.
I've updated a few older rentrys now... I have a proper directory now! I've only had URL directories and it satisfied me to have different themes for all of them, but it was superrrr messy so my new URL page works much better. I still need to do an intro ^^; but I'm struggling on choosing the best URL for it... I was tempted to use /agentvenom because I LOVEEE agent venom! but I don't really want a fandom URL for my intro... I want it to be a one word thing. I might reuse /xc for my intro as it's cuteee and then use the code elsewhere.
did you know we have around 56% of the year left? that is not much at all and I haven't written in here all too much now I think about it D: so I'm planning to update a lot more now.
I think I mainly fell off because strawpage stopped their gimmicks momentarily so I just sort of stopped getting reminded to write in here... but anyway!
I'm drinking coffee now... sorta. I don't (or didn't) like coffee, but I found these iced coffees that I like and are tasty ;P so I like it a lot more now. I hope I don't get a caffine addiction though haha. I'll limit myself to maybe two coffees a week (I know that's not much but I just do not wanna get an addiction... heroine, caffine? nah)
ALSO. update on my to do list from the start of the year... drum roll please...
go for a walk--allowed musichang out with friends more often!make some food, even if it's just a fruit saladdraw on paperwrite in here (physical copy)scrapbooking!run a bathbuild lego (hotel, flowers + more)skincare... for funtidy house (ples...)read !! hitchiker's guide to the galaxy
yayyaa! it would be concering if I hadn't done some of them (like run a bath, go for a walk and make some food haha) but some of them I'm happy I've completed! MY HOUSE IS TIDY >< so happy. it took me a while but it is now need and organised. I also have plants! I've always wanted to be a plant girl and LOOK AT ME NOW!
I've done so much scrapbooking over the past year or so and my book is getting thicker! I now have a whole desk tidy for all my scrapbooking supplies, so that's stickers (many many stickers) general scraps (it is a scrapbook!) washi tape, pens, stick-ons, etc.
I finished all the lego I have but I need somewhere to put them now, so I'm going to get a shelf for all of it in my bedroom soon. my dream set is the daily bugle but that is three hundred pounds so not right now haha... maybe when I'm rich. I think the main issue with that set is that it's too big? I wouldn't be able to put it on a shelf as it is so so tall. I'm having trouble finding a shelf to fit my boutique hotel and that's half the size as the bugle.
I guess it's time for a new to do list however... soo...
- finish tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
- go for a picnic with friend
- make homemade pizza
- go to that sourdough pizza place
- FINISH THAT FANFICTION
- finish flash and doreen artwork
- tidy desk (properly)
- get a lego shelf!
- finish sculpture :)
- intro and extended on rentry
- interest and music page on rentry
okay, I hope I can do all of those :) I am going to hop off now however :)
11 / 06 / 25
hii! I finally finally made a neospring! you can say hi, follow, or offer rentry trades here. it is not mobile friendly so if you're on mobile you can alternately say hi to me on tetratto, but I'm not nearly as active over there ^^ if you do want to trade rentrys, send in your discord via the inbox (which I won't reply to publicly) and I'll message at some point! my display name is almost always vy or vee so you'll know who it is :)
I'm starting to make a page for all of my favourite characters! I'm super super excited to be finished but what I'm struggling with most is deciding on the URL to use haha. the graphics are also not graphic'ing... but I think what I'll do is make a super lazy one and redo it in the future when I'm refreshed.
I think I'm going to finish tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow tonight! super excited as it's around 500 pages long and I've been reading it for a while now. with my new job in the future, I'll have lots more free time so hopefully I can read more often :D
I claimed some new URLs that I will share the names of once I've decorated!
shorter entry today,, I'm super tired and have just been doing my neospring theme for the past few hours haha, but I will update again soon :) bye!
13 / 06 / 25
I finally finished tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow! it was super good and I highly recommend it to anyone ^^ I need to read small things like these as that happened to be gifted to me which was lovely! in tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, harvest moon was mentioned and I was like 'huh, harvest moon, that's the game that inspired stardew valley' and then in the acknowledgments it mentioned stardew valley haha.
I just had pizza for dinner! very tasty. pizza is my favourite food most likely. I still have half of it in the fridge so I can eat it later tonight of for breakfast tomorrow :D. I had this oreo ice cream cone which was tasty. I'm not a huge fan on the oreo flavour, but this was nice ^^.
I went out to town yesterday and was exhausted. I was our for four hours running around various shops.. I found a HUGE pufferfish plush that I really wanted (and still do want) but I didn't buy it as no1, I'm not sure where I'd even put it and no2, I'm supposed to be saving my money at the moment. I did like it a lot though so I might one day get it. I will mention it if I do :)
alsooo... checked this because why not, but for some reason around a week ago someone saved this page to archive.org? I don't mind, but I just thought it was mildly strange haha. also PLEASE say hi to me on my neospring if you're reading this. I am most of the time bored and don't bite!
okay, I think that's all for today. I plan to start reading small things like these tonight so I'll update how I'm enjoying that (without spoilers) at some point!
15 / 06 / 25
happy father's day!
I bought my dad a birthday present a few days ago as I remember he said he liked this sort of orb light? it's kind of hard to explain, but it's a round orb that has a 3D solar system. my dad mentioned a while back how he liked it so I decided to get it for him ^^
I also wrote 1351 words last night! ...of flash thompson being abused...! haha sorry. it's good I managed to write that however, as I'm not sure if I've mentioned it much here, but I have a fanfiction (it's spider-man, of course it is) that's currently a work in progress. I started writing it on the 26th of april and still have only written around 6600 words.
I have bullet pointed plots to write in in order to help me see the skeleton of the whole thing (so the whole [something happens] then [something happens] and the domino effects of all these things). I've written 7 out of 13 of the bullet points now.... I planned to have the whole thing around 20k words (which is a lot for me, the longest (*unpublished... don't even try to find it haha) fic I've ever written has been around 8k) but so far it seems like I'll only get around to 10k unfortunately.
it doesn't matter as it's not like I have to get to a certain amount of words, but it's slightly frustrating for me </3
if you might be interested in reading it just ask me on my neospring. I don't really want to link my AO3 here as I want it kind of separated from rentry stuff, but I'm still up for people getting the link :)
I need to tidy my bedroom today. it's not that messy, but some things are unorganised and I know I'll need to do it soon or it actually will get messy.
I'm going to go write for a bit now :) bye bye my anonymous reader.
19 / 06 / 25
I finally made an intro!! you can see it at /xc. I'm super super happy with it ^^; I think it's super cute and it has fanart of spideyflash in it and they're my OTP (Peter and Flash from Spider-Man comics/the USM tv show).
an intro has been long overdo haha, but I was never super happy with all the URLs or themeings I did, so I'm glad I remade it! I used to have some older content on /xc, but I've moved it now to /headset as I was gifted it by a wonderful person not so long ago :D thank you wonderful person if you happen to be reading this.
I went on a nice walk yesterday, but my week in general has been pretty uneventful. today all I really did was go to Sainsburys (British supermarket) to get some food... I did find sylvanian families there which I've NEVER noticed which is so so cool! they only had around two sets, but I can't believe I've never noticed them haha. I loveee sylvanian families for anyone that didn't know :)
on my walk, I saw two rabbits and a lot of cows. the cows were very friendly and let me pet them.
21 / 06 / 25
I am back! I got some sweet messages in my neospring/tetratto so that was really nice to receive ^^ thank you to whoever that might have been. I've also decorated /maryjanewatson, /feliciahardy and /johnnystorm! I'm still not completely happy with the three, but I tried my best haha.
I STILL need to get back into writing AND reading as I unfortunately haven't read any of small things like these yet :( I've just been doing stuff haha... and sleeping.
I really really need to make an extended at some point. I know these blog entries recently have been about rentry and not much else so sorry for anyone bored ^^;
I also need to get back into coding. I have a website that I used to code on but I got too busy with everything, but now I want to get back into it! I'm a beginner at coding, but hopefully I'll be able to do stuff soon :D I won't post it here or anything, but if you want to know it just message me on my neospring or tetratto with your Discord and I can share :)
23 / 06 / 25
hi everyone ^^ this is written in the morning of the 23rd, therefore I will not mention some things happening today as... they haven't happened haha.
I fully joined tetratto now (rip neospring...) but I've decided to get off it again as it felt stressful and I felt like everyone hated me lmao. I really dislike social media and I know it is not healthy for me, and tetratto was a bit too much like a social media. I don't have tiktok, twitter (never calling it X) and probably any other social media you could name. all I have is instagram (which will remain private) and youtube if that even counts haha.
I need to get OFFLINE because I've noticed all my entries are about rentry and stuff online which I HATE. I love going outside!!! so last night I read around a quarter of my book small things like these. a quarter of it may sound like a lot, but it really isn't as it's only around 100 pages haha. it will only take me two hours or so to finish reading. I am going to try and get it done today as I happen to be meeting the person who gifted it to me! and I would like to have a conversation with him about it ^^
next, I plan to read convenience store woman. I found it in a waterstones not too long ago, but I decided to not buy it as it was £10, and I knew I could just buy a second hand one off of vinted for much less! while I was out in town (and when I saw the waterstones) I also found the cutest plushie pufferfish and was super tempted to buy it. it was a little out my price range however, so I think I'm going to try and get another job during the summer. it will be a little bit of a juggle between things, but in august-ish I will start my new, better job, and it will have a decreased timetable therefore I can work two jobs easier!
some friends are coming over today, so I need to tidy my place again! luckily, it's already quite clean :D I just need to sort things out further, like vacuuming.
over the next few months, I am going to try and code my website, like an actual REAL website with CSS and JS!! I'm super excited! I won't post it here, but feel free to ask me what it is on tetratto or somewhere :)
alsooooo! I got a little message in my strawpage! we haven't done this for a while haha.
first of all, this doodle and I AM SORRY it took me TWO MONTHS to reply D: it kept slipping my mind so I am super super sorry ^^; second of all, CUTEE!! I love your art style and the little doodle at the bottom right!
and this was a message I only got a few hours ago! this was super sweet to recieve! I'm really happy I could make you feel that way :) this diary has been super useful for me, too. having a diary where you can just put all your thoughts somewhere is really nice.
these messages will be added to /brunch now! and if you want to be added next time, just say hi to me on my strawpage! have a nice day to everyone reading :)
04 / 07 / 25
first entry of the month!! I haven't updated in a little while, but I FINALLY got this plush I really really wanted ^^. he's a pufferfish named mochi and I have been wanting him for two months now, seeing him in the store, and the other day I finally got him at a bargain! I expected him to be between £25-35, but he was only £15! he's sitting on my bed just now :) he is very very big haha.
I have not been good and I have not been reading D: I really need to finish small things like these BADLY. however I have been productive in other ways... I have made a lot of rentrys as of recent! I have decorated /qp as my new extended! it is not finished yet, but I think it's cute :) the gif is a bit choppy but I hope it looks okay.
I also decorated /gwendolyne which I LOVE. I think it looks so so cute! the numbers on the phone are a little messed up but they're links and I did the best I could ^^; and I also decorated /thwip which I think looks cute ^^
just now, I basically finished /advert. I finished the decor, at least, but I am planning to still add some more information. it is being used as my interest page, so I will have to add it to my directory.
in other news, I have been watching squid game! I have finished the second season now (I only just watched it when season three came out) and am now on episode 3 of season 3. I am enjoying it a lot! no spoilers, but my favourite character is cho hyun-ju ^^
I have also been watching marvel's 2017 spider-man, which by the way is NOTORIOUSLY BAD. and it is... but I am enjoying it. peter in this show is so annoying, and not in a way where it's funny to watch as he's annoying the other characters, but more that he's annoying ME. ultimate spider-man (the cartoon) gets a lot of hate for usm peter being annoying, but the difference is that he's MEANT to be annoying, whereas in msm, the audience finds him infuriating while the in-universe characters don't seem to realise how much he sucks.
also, TW surrounding weight, but this peter is severely underweight! the show claims he is 5'10 (which by the way doesn't make much sense by itself as peter is like half the height of most adults, meaning they must all be 7') but also only weighs 97lbs/44kg?! what? that's literally non functional. it's like they made him 5'10 to remain accurate to the original comics as he is 5'10 in 616 canon (when it wouldn't have been a crime to make him shorter anyway... the spectacular spider-man tv show made him 5'6 and I'm pretty sure in the ultimate comics he is 5'5) while also wanting to make a 'haha skinny, scrawning science nerd' but they went way overboard.
if you're 5'10, please don't only weigh 44kg <3