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ྀི ॱֺּׅ𓏽ִ harvey's colour ⸝⸝ morina's colour ๋࣭
02⑅09⑅2026
hello my angel.. you just fell asleep a few minutes ago so i thought id take it as an opportunity to write. thank you for helping me with the main image since i couldnt pick out of the arts i saved </3. im sorry i didnt start this rentry sooner, in all honesty i was shy because its essentially pda and i get all nervous around people, especially when im being affectionate. 
which id like to add on that youve made me so, so much more comfortable and able at expressing my love and appreciation, thank you, really. i didnt know how to love properly at all especially not after the bad relationships ive had in the past but youve helped and healed me so much that i feel "normal" and worthy of love after feeling undeserving of it for so many years. you really are the light of my life, my reason, my person. youll always be the one i want no matter what happens, no matter how many people pray on our downfall, no matter how many people want to "take you away" from me and obviously, no matter how many things my headmates say since theyre our n1 haters.. theyre just jealous that we've been dating for so long and theyre stuck in a situationship. full shade to all of you karson members. i like that you know me as well as you do, i like that you know exactly what my messages mean if im semi-verbal or freaking out over something, i like how patient you are with me when im all excited over my interests and i love, love, love that you let me be passionate with my interests and you actually listen to my rants. i miss playing roblox with you.. even if we played like a few days ago.... i enjoy spending time with you!!!!! i love our sleepcalls, they make me feel more safe when i sleep and i honestly cant sleep without them anymore. youre trapped #sorry. you wanna know something i really like? being able to see you, to see us in songs and ships. i love listening to songs and thinking of you, especially stupid song, u + me = <3 and honeybee, but realistically every song from ylpsfagsil is us shhh dont tell anyone. did you know i cant sleep without listening to that playlist i made for you in 2025? gay i know but its true, its on repeat all night.. my dad is probably sick of hearing the same songs on loop through the walls. i really need you to redownload idv plspslpsls!!!!
i know you redownloaded genshin recently but..... idv..
okay sorry im yapping. i hope you sleep well sweetheart, i love you more than anything in the whole world, my sweet girl. ill try update this regularly instead of spamming your dms 24/7 while youre asleep or away for 1s. okay bye i love you so much ♡ oh also sidenote, i know i hate ivantill with every ounce of my being but somehow when i see them as us it changes my opinion.. youre the only person ill ever like ivantill for and ill only ever tolerate ivantill if its tillrina.. ok ill go now. I LOVE U ♡♡ dream of me, okay? okay!!!!
03⑅09⑅2026
hi im back again... yes its the next day No i dont care. i dont even think its been 24hours yet but i miss you and youre asleep AUHGH but its okay i wokeup a bit early. im kinda nervous for next week cus im going on holiday but ill send you so many photos i promise. my speciality is taking photos of the sunrise / sunset so youll get to see all of it. ive been thinking to myself recently and i think i wanna buy you more things, that mizi thing wasnt enough i wanna buy you 50000 things and spoil you forever i also think that since youre asleep ill edit us.. ive been wanting to since i have a new style and i really like it alot if you couldnt tell. i really liked the video that you made of us even if i watched it while half asleep.. i like everything you make. every video, drawing, rentry, playlist, paragraph, gift and literally all the other things youve ever made. i like seeing you make things.. i dont even know why but i think its cute that youre able to think of an idea and execute it in a matter of minutes. i think everything you do is cute though i get to watch you live your life and im so happy that i get to see how you function everyday. yknow yemsao posted the early access ep a few minutes ago? if youre here when you wakeup i wanna rant to you about it...... so much chohan and colie so cute. i think youll agree that her hair would look better shorter but i cant speak for you. i miss you, wake up soon.. i love you so much ♡♡ i was gonna play on your genshin and secretly farm for you so i might do that everytime youre asleep, it gives me something to do. if i dont forget okay i think ill edit now.. maybe. i want food its 6am im kinda hungry Oughhh bagel. 
okay okay okay imgoing sry for yapping again. i love you sososososo much sleep well♡
04⑅09⑅2026
hiii my heart ♡ my baby my knight my sweet b?y.. im so happy to see how much you've written here for me, even if it can be hard for me to write as much as i want to for you when i really have to think about doing it. i love how much you care about your interests and how willing you can be to get me involved as well. i'm used to reusing duos throughout relationships because.. that's just how life was, but there will never be another crush to my cherie outside of karson. there will never be another kang to my mashiro, another odette to my vodyanitsa, another femtill to my femivan or another till to my mizi etc,,. you're my final stop and im glad to be able to say that with the reassurance that you want to love me to your dying day, just as i will with you. i love you so, so much, it makes me sick in a good way. i adore when you observe my behavior to consider it cute, when you put us in new duos, and when i get brought along into groups with you or vice versa. i want to experience life with you as much as i can my love. thank you for taking care of me and i hope to see you after your vacation. take a lot of photos for me and write lovely, lovely things to me!! goodnight my darling b?y ♡
Hi you're so cute I'll eat you and Examine your Brain later. You interested? HMU.
inspect my brain And pick out these headmates PLEASE.
no no NO I CANT DO THAT because romans gonna see nicole and turn into droolcat emoji. 
but ill take everyone else and sell them on tumblr for £50 each and we can be rich and live in a mansion or something
16⑅09⑅2026
hi my darling.. the text colour is different since till isn't writing this but hy's in co front with me so it counts, right?... i'm sorry we didn't update this while we were on holiday, we got sick as you know but thank you for being there and speaking to us, all of you. i know our schedule went off a little bit due to the timezone changing and being at a hotel etc etc but i'm glad to be home so that i can spend the rest of my time talking to you. i don't front alot but i love you so dearly, so truly and i don't think i'd ever let you go. you're my favourite person, the mizuki to my rui, the emu to my rui and so so so many more duos. i love being yours, i love knowing you love me as much as you do, it makes me feel whole. i need to come here more honestly because i just spend my day talking about you to carnivelle, roman or even kenji since he's your dad. i know roman and chohan are sick of my yapping by now... i can talk about you for hours,, i like being able to see you in characters even if you know nothing about them or if it's my first time seeing said character. there's something so genuine and pure about the way we love eachother and i'll cherish it forever, the same way i'll cherish you forever, mizu. i missed calling you that but i diddd mention i'd start calling you it again so.. yay!. i know till wants to write here later so i'd keep a look out for any updates. you're asleep right now and i miss you but you wake up soon so i'll leave you be.. i'll go and edit us instead. i love you always, thank you for being the one person i can love and trust. it means alot. also, if you couldn't tell by the purple it's prince / martyr writing this.. i'll make my own info rentry eventually. i'll take my leave now before i write even more, i love you and thank you for that conversation we had last night while i was in the car. i'll always appreciate your affection, you made me feel better.
aww hii my love <3 i love you too and i always will, i miss you rui !!!
you're annoying you know.
dont be mean honey.
mind u he split off of me. he IS me. ill bully him all i want. angryemoji
28⑅09⑅2026
hello my sweet girl, i miss you :,(. even if we're on call actively as i'm writing this and we just spent two hours watching ahs..... shhhh. i just feel the need to write to you. i feel the overwhelming need to smother you with my love and attention, the need to cling to you like no other. i truly love you so much, i don't think i've ever loved anybody as deeply as i've loved you and that's a promise. you're everything to me and i know i've said it before but you're my whole world, my reason to keep living. i know i'll never want anybody else, i know i'll never love anybody else, especially not as much as i love you. i'll spend the rest of my life devoting myself to you because you deserve it.. you deserve so, so much more, actually but i'm doing all i can don't judge me. i've recently been thinking about what i'll do for your (or should i say our?..) birthday since i know i want to get you something but the question is what do i get you? i'm gonna start writing my birthday message for you soon.. i like to start writing early but you already know that. i enjoy writing in general.. i'm stealing roman's thing, aren't i?. who cares hes old anyway. speaking of writing i keep accidentally using proper grammar as of recent and it's scaring me cause i don't usually do that.... the chohans do that?... and all the "Formal" people here. oh boy im turning into the formal f#ggots of karson Im so scared. im Sooo scared rn. f#ck. i honestly wanna revamp this rentry but i can't anymore since the opps are suddenly larping the yuri i wanted to use for it Tired IOS emoji with eyebags but that's fine. i'll just use it anyway Or i'll use the new one we read.. maybe. who knows i'm lazy but i don't like how this looks anymore Isn't that shameful.... sigh :///// hang me ://// Ok sorry lock in. i've also really enjoyed the time we've spent on ocs recently, i've never been good at sharing my work or creative ideas with people but i've really been having fun and i hope we continue to make ocs for every media ever. come back <\3 Yes you're in the store. no i don't care. i miss u. return to me. Ugh i need to make us a rentry that has our duos associates etc but i'm paranoid so Idk if i'll do that. YOU JUST MESSAGED ME HI ok sorry I think i'll go now before i write too much. i love you my princess
13⑅10⑅2026
hii my beautiful princess!!!!!! you're asleep right now so i figured i'd take the spare time to write to you considering your / our birthday is soon. i still cant believe its on the same day... thats truly fate if ive ever seen it. i love you so much, so, so much. i love the way you love me, the way you love my headmates instead of excluding them for being more hostile, violent or aggressive. at the end of the day they're just scared of letting new people in and we have problems with anger but yet you've found a way to keep people calm and some of our worst deemed alters are now the kindest people you've ever seen. sometimes. maybe not to everyone but its a start.. im thankful that you gave them a chance and me a chance. i dont know how you never realised i liked you because i was looking back on dms and it was so painfully obvious... our two year anniversary is 212 days away, in other words, only 31 weeks away. a whole two years with you? i cant even fathom that. thank you for loving and caring for karson, thank you for allowing us to feel worthy of love after everything thats happened. you'll be my person for the rest of my life, my everything, my whole world and my reason. i cant wait until the day i finally meet you, the day i can finally hold you in my arms and maybe we'll live together in the future. i can only hope so after all the dreams i've had and conversations we've shared. i cherish you and lucent even if i'm upset sometimes and unable to communicate it properly. i never mean to shut down or shut you out, i'm learning to be more comfortable in my words and my breakdowns. i appreciate you taking the time to try and understand my disorders and the way my brain works instead of just giving up and leaving or acting like i'm not the way i am, just like everybody else. you're the definition of perfect and you'll always be perfect in my eyes and you'll always, always be the perfect match for me. i love being able to call you my lover, i love our sleep calls, i love our games and our matching profiles, i love when we say things at the same time and when we pick up on eachothers typing habits, i love everything about you and about us, about tillrina. i wont yap anymore but i love you morina, i truly love you so much my special girl. i hope you'll stay by my side until the end of time, i'll see you when you wakeup.
TAKE THIS DOWN THIS IS DEFAMATION.
NONIT ISNT YOU SAID THAT)????
14⑅10⑅2026
hello my baby my darling ^^ youre also asleep right now as i write this.. i started reading something new again. ill likely pick out duos for us, but the main pairing is already us <3. i love you so, so so so much, im so glad youve been able to put up with me whenever i get mad over stupid, small things. or how tone deaf i am to myself, or when i dont understand your wording. you and karson are so dear to me, i dont know what id be doing right now if i didnt have you. i love that you all make an effort to be nice to me, even if my jokes make me sound unkind. i genuinely care for all of you and i hold no resentment for anyone, i dont think id ever not want to be anyones friend there. i like to give the angry people in karson a chance because i know what its like to be avoided or shoo'd for being angry. what its like to think thats all that defines you. yes, it took multiple of you to remind me even to this day that im not defined by how i react or feel about things, but most times i believe it. i sincerely hope my interactions with those 'angry people' will make them too believe theyre more than their reactions. i love how kindly you all speak about me, it even made me a little envious to see how your headmates i'd been mean to reached out asking to be my friend; just because they knew i couldnt stand being disliked by anyone. ive come to be kinder now and id like to give everyone the grace of a chance for my kindness--even thorne....--i guess. anyway. as always, i believe karcent is truly soulbonded and intertwined, no matter what anyone says! we will last indefinitely longer than anyone else because my lovely captor is my destined soulmate ♡ okayokay ill stop now so this wont be filled too much.. i love you my sugarglider ><
ah u so cute. ill kiss you all over.... but thorne?.... i thought we hated that guy pls stop being bipolar make up your MIDN 
14⑅10⑅2026
hi baby guess whos back... Its me. im supposed to be editing something right now but i really cant get you off my mind.. maybe its because the edit im making has cherie with it and i heavily associate him with you? im not too sure. i plan on editing us today.. either as mafuena, mizuena or mityanitsa i just cant pick which duo since we have hundreds upon hundreds. im also looking at stuff to buy you, i think ill buy it so it arrives early, id prefer if it was an early birthday gift instead of a late one. i have a few things in mind — a few being physical and maybe one-two of them being digital things,,, i just cant pick because i know you'd love them all but you'd probably get mad at me if i spent alot of money on you.. or faith would get mad at me spending all of karsons money when we have subscriptions. #srryfaith.. tbh i think when you eventually come here you'll need to take my credit card away from me because id just buy you everything, even if you only glanced at it for a second. is that gay? probably. i really love you, sorry about my sleep schedule i kinda ruined it. im working on fixing it though, okay? itll be fixed soon and ill sync it up to your time.. i was thinking about what kind of pets we'd have when we move in together.. a cat? multiple cats? i really want a hamster. a hamster has been my dream pet since i was a young b?y, atleast 8 years old. my dad said i might be able to get one since i finally live with him now so im really excited :) im gonna name whatever pet we get after you. he said itd be a cat or a hamster, id never get both cause the cat would probably scare the hamster and thats just cruel. maybe one day ill get you a sugarglider since you love them so much...... flying things scare me though. but in fairness they are really cute and i cant stop using that sugarglider gif you sent me its really us coded i'd say. did you know im currently listening to THE tillrina album while writing this? i somehow do this everytime i write for you and if it isnt that album then its the playlist i made for you last year when we first got together. im a big music fan i dont think id be able to live in a world without music. i cant remember the last time i sat in silence, honestly. alot of my favourite songs remind me of you or remind me of us.. speaking of tillrina i really like the photo i used for the main image, im a big fan of that artist. my mafuyu attachment from 2023 is creeping back in again.. this happens alot. the first thing i thought of was mafuena because i wanted to share my attachment with you,,, sorry for already changing our pfps to chcr i cant help myself. my special interest in chcr is beating my ass i cant stop consuming chcr content same with alienstage, i wonder how long im gonna have these interests before i find new ones to share witj you? i guess we'll never know until the time comes. anyway, ill stop yapping now.. ill edit i guess. i love you my pretty girl, my bunwife.. i miss you. wake up soon or else....
im about to edit us. im so f*cking (fucking) excited.
