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Hello! I go by Johnny or Irene, as well as a plethora of other names. I am 18 years young & my pronouns are he / hir / bat + more. I am Intersex & I currently identify as an Abrosexual Genderfluid GirlBoy. I am Italian American & I speak English, Italian, some Spanish, & very little French. I am taken by my lovely partners Avery, Vielle, Lemondick, & Diego, & have been since 06.13.26
𓏸 INTP sp/sx 4w3 485
CholSang Neutral Evil
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I am the perrenial host & HPD holder of the Saintuarium. I am not always in front, as I tend to take breaks somewhat often. Some parts do impersonate me, so please keep that in mind! Whenever I am fronting I will not hesitate to leave if I become unstable, overwhelmed, triggered, or if I simply begin to have some issues I cannot handle in the moment.
I'm an introject of Johnny Joestar, Pannacotta Fugo, Sandrone, Furina, Aventurine, Till, Asuka Langley Soryu, Amo Empool, Nikki Freeman, & more. As someone who is a system & also has psychosis, it's really difficult for me to differentiate delusion & introjectism. Please do not reality check or push source detachment!
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I am neurodivergent & struggle with AuDHD, IED, HPD, BPD, ASPD, & more. I don't necessarily need tone-tags; however, they're very appreciated nonetheless! I am extremely sensitive & have strong opinions. I don't respond well to demands due to my PDA, so please don't force or rush me. I am a Covert Narcissist, so naturally, I do crave attention & lack most, if not all empathy. I may / have been told I come across as blunt or rude at times. It's often difficult for me to perceive my tone & the way my words come out, so I apologize if I sound a bit harsh.
I am extremely avoidant & may ignore you whenever I want to. I have a very fragile social battery & heavily prioritize my solitude—it takes a lot for me to actually want to talk to anyone. I don't respond immediately to any messages I receive out of self interest. I'd rather respond when I feel like doing so; though, this often causes me to forget to reach out to my friends.
I have a hard time keeping up with people & regarding them as important—I can forget you exist. I struggle with emotional suppression & dissociation, this impacts my ability to express myself properly. I have a difficult time noticing the way I truly feel about certain things, which can cause me to respond incorrectly & say things I don't mean. This can make me look two-faced, but it's not intentional whatsoever.
I am very prone to irritation & get annoyed by the littlest of things. This is almost never personal. If you believe I am upset with you, I am mostly likely not—so feel free to ask. If I were, I'd tell you upon questioning.
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I block freely, but I also have personal preferences. Just follow basic DNI criteria & you should be fine! I am completely anti-harassment to anyone & everyone—I will likely just avoid & block you if I dislike something you do or enjoy.
I don't consider myself to be under any shipping label & don't want to be either. Please do not push labels onto me. That being said, I personally do not believe fiction affects reality unless you allow it to. The content someone consumes does not reflect their real world morals. I don't care what you like in fiction, it's not real & doesn't affect me in any kind of way. I'd like to kindly ask that you do not attempt to change or argue with my opinion, as it will not be changing anytime soon.